This Past Month; Recap.

I was going to actually delete yesterday's post because although you may like the way I write, I don't. But anyways, I've been in school for over a month now (month+four days :o) so here are all the "highlights" -_-;;

Today, I found out that the senior black girl that sits next to me in math is a lesbian. How nice. And these two girls were asking her about being a lesbian. I was like 0_0. 'Cause I'm homophobic x100000000. But I didn't know and she was talking about homecoming before and talking about going with her "girlfriend" but then I was thinking girlfriend as in a girl who is a friend. Apparently I was wrong. -____-;; ... And then, After I told Rachel, it turns out, there are like a BUNCH of other black lesbians in our grade. 0_0.

OHHH AND. I heard about like lots and lots of pregnant girls in our school but I never saw one and then just a few weeks ago I saw one walking down the hallway. LOL. I say "one" like it's something and not someone. they're so stupid. -_-;;

See you at the pole.
pregnant girls... lesbian/gay people... yes, our school needs prayer. lol.
they didn't have donuts like last time. :(. got there at 7:25 :D. it was alright. (:

Hm... and lately, I've been acting real strange. I think it's because lack of sleep but I'm so retarded. :D. The first thing happened like two days ago. I zipped up my hoodie and then I unzipped it and then I went to zip it up again and then I couldn't find the zipper and I started freaking out. I looked for like ten minutes and then I realized it was on the other side. -_-;;
and then when I got home some other day, I went to put contact solution into the case and then I reached for the toothpaste and squirted that in there instead. LOLLLLL.

Interims came in today. it goes as follows:
91- wld us 1a sem
100-biology
100-latin1
97-intro to lit
100-geom/prob&stat
98-business finance and marketing

LOLLLL. I beat the other two koreans... barely. and i say this because my madre told me that no matter what I had to beat them in school. -___-;;

In quiz team... academic bowl... (not sure what it's called, exactly) I usually get like three questions right the WHOLE ENTIRE TWO HOURS that I'm there. Yesterday I got a record of FIVE. yes, five right. :D. LOL. that's so sad. -_-;; but they were mainly religion/bible-based questions... the only thing I'm "good" at. I'm such a failure. not sure why I'm in there and I haven't quit yet. -_-;;

FIREPROOF 092608. watchhhhh. :D.
last night I was listening to focus on the family. -_-;; and they were talking about how God came through so many times during the making of that movie. It was pretty awesome. :D. you know the whole entire film, they only used ONE camera. and I think it's pretty awesome how the whole cast is strictly volunteer and that everyone is from that one church except for that kirk cameron guy.

and... pray that I could pray pleaseeee. (:
'cause I can't. not really. I don't know how.
I want to want to but I don't. -_-;;.
& also, let me know about YOU too.
because I want to help as well. :)<3>
OMGGGG I was going to rip out all of my hair last night. remember how I was talking about house? well my mom wouldn't stop talking to me. She kept yelling at me while I was watching it. First I was upstairs in my parent's room and then my mom came in so I went downstairs to watch it and then she followed me down and wouldn't stop with her 'jansoree' and then I was like OKAY! 'Cause you know how asian mothers say the same thing over and over and over again. and she was like WHAT?! and then she started yelling about how blahblahblah (i don't actually remember what she was yelling about :D) and then I remembered about what andy said about his dad talking while he watches TV and then I started cracking up and then my mom was like WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU? IS THIS FUNNY? AM I FUNNY TO YOU?!?!? -______________-;; seriously. I was so close to ripping my hair out. And then when she finally left the dryer went on and then I couldn't really hear because it was unusually loud so I turned up the volume and then my mom came back down and gave me another one of her speeches about what happens when you listen to music/TV too loud. oh man, my mom...USODAGSKIDLGSJDN. -_-;;

random blurbs.

Be forewarned, reading this is probably a waste of time but this is how i think. I'm not gifted like all of you people of saying things that sound so nice. :(
so here are a few verses I read/heard throughout the week:

I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm neither hot nor cold- I am about to spit you out of my mouth.
(revelations 3:15-16)
Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have.
(1peter 3:15)
we must pay more attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so that we do not drift away.
(hebrews 2:1)
Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrarty, be setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God. & even if our gospel is revealed, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the Gospel of the glory of Christ who is the image of God.

(2 corinthians 4:2-4)
you must warn them so that they may live. If you don't speak out to warn the wicked to stop their evil ways, they will die in sin. But I will hold you responsible for their death.

(ezekiel 3:18)

I just really like those verses... but the last one is a bit scary. o_o
Last week when I heard that sermon/whatever that thing was, I felt like maybe God was talking to me through her. Just maybe. See? This is what I'm talking about. How do you know you aren't mistaking that voice in your head to be from God? Because people say that God puts thoughts into your head, just like he sometimes puts words into peoples mouths. right? I dunno. -_-;; Anyways, but what I was thinking/hearing, wasn't exactly something I wanted to do/hear. I didn't want to do that. It was so shdgasiurhfknvdskjnfd. a VERY WISE PERSON once said (:D<3),>.<>
Gah. take my to md. or va. :D LOL. so I asked my mom why she was all against living in "korean infested areas" and she said basically:
I don't want you to learn bad things from them. Koreans spend money so much always wanted the newer things and more of it. They shop constantly. They always want to have fun and go to NRB and stuff. LOLLLLLL. my mom... :D.
SEE YOU AT THE POLE.
tomorrow. I should prolly sleep early or something. it starts at SEVEN. 0________0.
i wake up, usually at like 6:53 hit snooze a couple times and then get out of bed at like 7:03. (yes I don't set my alarm to even numbers or multiples of 5 :D) but aw mann. I might go like at 7:30. i need my sleep.
anywayssss. house starts soon. :D:D:D:D:D!
house, how i met your mother, the office. <3.>

God talkin'

http://listen.family.org/daily/A000001542.cfm ; listen now.
pray, please.
for me.

randomness.

1. he asks God why?
2. he affirms God's sovereign love
3. he sings.
4. he rememberes past experiences
6. he thirsts for God.
check, check, check, check, check, check...
so now what? what happens next? what do I do now?

we painted the kitchen on labor day...
but then the white wasn't really the white it was suppose to be... it was like REALLY white compared to the rest of the house... so then we were like WHAT THE HECK. it was so tiring.
im NEVER painting in my life. it doesn't matter if you gave me 125019784390 dollars.
silly korean parents can't even buy paint. >___<

shalom is taking computer business... marketing.... something...
lol. she's now, officially out of band. :D