"other people think it's whatever, you're going to turn out how God wants you to no matter what other people try and do. He's got it all planned out so if you decide to do it, it's already apart of his plan so it doesn't matter."
hmmm...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
going up the hump! (:<
a random update.
>yesterday's game. jv won, 10-1. varsity won, 6-0. ahaha... >_<.
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:31): well how is that even possible?
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:42): was it 1-legged girls school of Delaware?
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:48): that yo were playing?
>yesterday, i video chatted w/my brother. AHAHAH... and then my mom got pissed and pulled the internet cord 'cause i wouldn't get off the computer. so no andy, i didn't block you. haha. -_-. but it was fun. :D. i couldn't do it before because something was wrong w/the mic that's programmed into the laptop but i dug through the box of random computer crap and i found my brother's headphones for ps2's socom game. LOL. nerd. i remember he used to pretend like he was 10 and talk in a squeaky voice on purpose... weirddddo. haha... so anyways, everyone should get a webcam and mic. yesyesyes. :D. fun stuff.
>i have 96 in lit now! yayy... but im mad. because my teacher, on this one big project said i cheated... she said that i didn't do one part and so i got freaking 88 and i was like LOOK. I DID IT. DON'T YOU SEE IT? lolol. but not quite like that. and she was like, well, it wasn't there when i graded it. -_-. i did not just quickly write that down in like two seconds and give it back to her. i shouldn't be penalized for her blindness. BUT. i wasn't all snotty about it or anything. and then as i was walking away from her desk, she was like, you can lose the attitude. RAHHH BITE ME. lol. -_-. but w/e. my grade went up in that class so im fine. :p... i still don't know what i have in business though... x_x.
>AHHHHHHH. it's like... 43...? 43 days left of school. AHHHH. so happy. :D.
>hmm... i forget what i was going to write... my blog posts have now become more meaningless and pointless than ever. -______-.
>angi... im going to have to write your letter on the computer and print it out. i seriously keep messing up. six papers wasted... x_x. haha.
>OH. i remember now. :D. lol. okay, so there are currently three dramas that i follow. 2 out of 3 of them are about couples that want to marry but the guys have evil mothers and refuse to let them get married. and 1 out of 3 of them is about a couple that is already married and the evil mother in law makes her daughter in law's life miserable. x_x. what's wrong w/korean people. so stupid. but goshhh... one of them... i cry soooooooo much watching it. x_x. LOL. for real. my face gets all puffy and my shirt is soaked. ahhhahaha. :D. but the guys are so sweet. :D... and edward cullen... LOL. stupid media sets you up for disappointment. T_T
>yesterday's game. jv won, 10-1. varsity won, 6-0. ahaha... >_<.
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:31): well how is that even possible?
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:42): was it 1-legged girls school of Delaware?
Nottojoe115 (오후 7:19:48): that yo were playing?
>yesterday, i video chatted w/my brother. AHAHAH... and then my mom got pissed and pulled the internet cord 'cause i wouldn't get off the computer. so no andy, i didn't block you. haha. -_-. but it was fun. :D. i couldn't do it before because something was wrong w/the mic that's programmed into the laptop but i dug through the box of random computer crap and i found my brother's headphones for ps2's socom game. LOL. nerd. i remember he used to pretend like he was 10 and talk in a squeaky voice on purpose... weirddddo. haha... so anyways, everyone should get a webcam and mic. yesyesyes. :D. fun stuff.
>i have 96 in lit now! yayy... but im mad. because my teacher, on this one big project said i cheated... she said that i didn't do one part and so i got freaking 88 and i was like LOOK. I DID IT. DON'T YOU SEE IT? lolol. but not quite like that. and she was like, well, it wasn't there when i graded it. -_-. i did not just quickly write that down in like two seconds and give it back to her. i shouldn't be penalized for her blindness. BUT. i wasn't all snotty about it or anything. and then as i was walking away from her desk, she was like, you can lose the attitude. RAHHH BITE ME. lol. -_-. but w/e. my grade went up in that class so im fine. :p... i still don't know what i have in business though... x_x.
>AHHHHHHH. it's like... 43...? 43 days left of school. AHHHH. so happy. :D.
>hmm... i forget what i was going to write... my blog posts have now become more meaningless and pointless than ever. -______-.
>angi... im going to have to write your letter on the computer and print it out. i seriously keep messing up. six papers wasted... x_x. haha.
>OH. i remember now. :D. lol. okay, so there are currently three dramas that i follow. 2 out of 3 of them are about couples that want to marry but the guys have evil mothers and refuse to let them get married. and 1 out of 3 of them is about a couple that is already married and the evil mother in law makes her daughter in law's life miserable. x_x. what's wrong w/korean people. so stupid. but goshhh... one of them... i cry soooooooo much watching it. x_x. LOL. for real. my face gets all puffy and my shirt is soaked. ahhhahaha. :D. but the guys are so sweet. :D... and edward cullen... LOL. stupid media sets you up for disappointment. T_T
Monday, March 30, 2009
i hate technology.
stupid ipods.
stupid cells.
they're okay to a certain point but then you just get obsessive with them and they occupy you like 24/7. is that just me that feels that way? idk. they just really make me mad.
stupid cells.
they're okay to a certain point but then you just get obsessive with them and they occupy you like 24/7. is that just me that feels that way? idk. they just really make me mad.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
today: bipolar post.
AH!. finished revelations. :). also means i read all new testament. yay!... revelations is scary. x_x. and like... it's kind of weird... it's like, after the people have sores, after 1/3 of the people were killed, tortured, the water is turned to blood, burned by the sun, plagues happened, etcetcetc... the people didn't repent... scary/weird... AND:
>revelation 12:11
they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony...
haha i love finding verses that are adapted into songs. :D. AND:
>revelation 3:7-8
...what he opens no one can shut and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name
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my hair is turning brown from sun
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no school tomorrow... but game. RAHHHHH.
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i cried today. i cry on a daily basis now. x_x. how weird. months ago, i felt nothing. i didn't cry AT ALL. and i used to think i'd rather feel SOMETHING rather than NOTHING. eh. it's debatable now. -_-.
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i. do not. like church.
i want to go to american church.
no ride... ): must find ride...
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now more then ever... TAKE ME. D:
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my sims people are weird. how shall i kill them?
1) drown in pool
2) starve
3) deprive of sleep
4) walk in fire
5) make a wall around them. AHAHA.
lol. jk... -_-.
>revelation 12:11
they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony...
haha i love finding verses that are adapted into songs. :D. AND:
>revelation 3:7-8
...what he opens no one can shut and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name
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my hair is turning brown from sun
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no school tomorrow... but game. RAHHHHH.
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i cried today. i cry on a daily basis now. x_x. how weird. months ago, i felt nothing. i didn't cry AT ALL. and i used to think i'd rather feel SOMETHING rather than NOTHING. eh. it's debatable now. -_-.
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i. do not. like church.
i want to go to american church.
no ride... ): must find ride...
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now more then ever... TAKE ME. D:
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my sims people are weird. how shall i kill them?
1) drown in pool
2) starve
3) deprive of sleep
4) walk in fire
5) make a wall around them. AHAHA.
lol. jk... -_-.
Friday, March 27, 2009
only God. (:
Lately i find myself so angry... and I know that before, i said that everything was annoying me but this isn't the same. Stress from school-related activities probably has to do a lot with it but i just kind of blew up. x_x. I used to be really "to my self" when it came to more personal experiences and thoughts. I didn't ever open up. and then within this past year, I've changed so much. I talk to anyone who's willing to listen. I've become so trusting. and I now know, that that's taking it a bit too far. I've remembered why I shut myself away in the past. I shouldn't be so dependent on others and I shouldn't be so needy of attention. People will only fail you... gosh. i need to find a middle ground where i'm not telling the whole world everything, where im not so needy and dependent and i'm not like, 'anti-social' and locked up. -_-. im a mess.
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on a lighter, different note, it's friday! three day weekend! yah yah yah! :D. makes me so happy. i've been so freaking busy this whole week. i hate school. RAHHH. i didn't get to do any bible reading... canceled bs...i didn't pray for x amount of days in a row... my room is so messy... and my grades just BARELY made it. except for keyboarding... idk what i have in that class. x_x.
in biology we are now moving onto genetic engineering. apparently, we're going to have a debate about it soon. so i did some research. (christiananswers.net. AHAHAHA. good job, luke. i remembered it! :D). what do you guys think about cloning? im against HUMAN cloning... but isn't it kind of like that thing that they do when rich women can't have babies? like, they can pick and choose what their child will be like and insert it into the egg thingy or whatever? i mean, of course, except for the CLONE part of it. (-_-;;) which is like 95% of it. but still. isn't that basically the same thing? or is it not... o_0. what do you think? and defend your position!
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on a lighter, different note, it's friday! three day weekend! yah yah yah! :D. makes me so happy. i've been so freaking busy this whole week. i hate school. RAHHH. i didn't get to do any bible reading... canceled bs...i didn't pray for x amount of days in a row... my room is so messy... and my grades just BARELY made it. except for keyboarding... idk what i have in that class. x_x.
in biology we are now moving onto genetic engineering. apparently, we're going to have a debate about it soon. so i did some research. (christiananswers.net. AHAHAHA. good job, luke. i remembered it! :D). what do you guys think about cloning? im against HUMAN cloning... but isn't it kind of like that thing that they do when rich women can't have babies? like, they can pick and choose what their child will be like and insert it into the egg thingy or whatever? i mean, of course, except for the CLONE part of it. (-_-;;) which is like 95% of it. but still. isn't that basically the same thing? or is it not... o_0. what do you think? and defend your position!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
RAHHH.
i changed my mind. latin is hard. you don't study ONE day and it all starts piling up on you. x_x. so i studied for latin and bio so far... except idk so well w/bio... im still so confused. -_-. i shall go to school and ask the smart indian kids in lunch. YAY. AHAHA. :D. ugh. no time no time. i want to ask you guys what you think about relationships. but no time. -_-. GOLF. ahaha... -_-. kyunghoon drove me home today. i didn't die. yay!. oh. soccer won. varsity won 4-0; jv won 2-1. caesar rodney girl's soccer is pretty good :)... with me as the exception of course. ahaha. :D. but ugh. i got home at like 8:50. x_x. that's when i try to go to bed... which i usually fail at -_-. next year, im going to try out for golf. LOL. i've never tried. but oh well. and if i fail, which i prolly will, i'll try tennis. and i'll prolly fail at that. so then i move on to color gaurd. LOL. twirling giant flags... but oh no. they do summer camp crap same time as marching band. that = no fh. D: i missed my qt today. rah. ahaha. strawberry shortcake makes me proud. for reallllll :D. hope hawon's well... uhm... uhhhhh... oh yeah. homework. AHAHA WAIT. let me tell you about the fatty i've become:
lunch;
>chocolate milk
>chocolate milk
>canned orange thingies
>cheese pizza
>cheese pizza
>bag of chex mix.
>condiments: mayo+mustard. and mix! and dip pizza in. ahaha.
x_x
dinner:
>happy meal from mcdonalds (MY TOY WAS A SMALL PURSE. AHAHAH. now my cell case. lol) this includes reg. burger, small fries, small drink.
>refill on drink 3 times.
>water bottle.
>chex mix
>chicken nuggets w/ bbq and s&s sause
>more chex mix
>those giant oreo cookie things
>gatorade
>large fries
ahhhh. my stomach grew 75% it's original size. -_-.
lunch;
>chocolate milk
>chocolate milk
>canned orange thingies
>cheese pizza
>cheese pizza
>bag of chex mix.
>condiments: mayo+mustard. and mix! and dip pizza in. ahaha.
x_x
dinner:
>happy meal from mcdonalds (MY TOY WAS A SMALL PURSE. AHAHAH. now my cell case. lol) this includes reg. burger, small fries, small drink.
>refill on drink 3 times.
>water bottle.
>chex mix
>chicken nuggets w/ bbq and s&s sause
>more chex mix
>those giant oreo cookie things
>gatorade
>large fries
ahhhh. my stomach grew 75% it's original size. -_-.
Monday, March 23, 2009
random fact: monday is the favored day for suicide. x_x
ew. as a result of state tests last week, this whole week is full of tests and exams. ew. i hate school. :p. i really truly do. the only classes i talk in is fourth period. and then all my other classes... people think im weird 'cause i don't ever say anything. -_-. in 3rd pd., i want to rip my ears off. they're so disgusting. and they bug me even more when they're like, "oh yeah, im a christian. i go to church" big pet peeve. just wanna bite their head off. RAH. i have two latin tests, quarterly exam in ss, lit. test, bio test and a bunch of other assignments due. RAHHHH. i have game tomorrow. come home at 8 x_x. church on wed. come home at 10. x___x. im so screwed. when will i ever get this done? and the game tomorrow means that i can't do my qt. bah. the marking period ends on friday. and all my grades are SO LOW. x_x. i need to do really well on all the crap so i can bring up my grades. AHAHA. for english i drew a cyclopes for extra credit. BEAST<3. angi would be proud. ahaha. -_-. sorry joe for not giving you good enough answers. sorry andy for not commenting. sorry angi for not reading all your blog. LOL. it's called pacing yourself. HAHA jk. :D. i'll read it soon.
now, im off to make my own food 'cause my parents left me for the... 5th? time for shimbang. IM JK. im grateful that my mommy drove like 30 minutes to drop me off home so i could do my work...
now, im off to make my own food 'cause my parents left me for the... 5th? time for shimbang. IM JK. im grateful that my mommy drove like 30 minutes to drop me off home so i could do my work...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
all that i have, i bring; all that i am, i give
everybody left me on aim. :(.
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today, we got jerseys. im number 12. >_<. i wanted 10. but w/e. -_-. lol. AHAHA. song that comes to mind: "We should get jerseys cause we make a good team But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on" (relient k's must have done something right)... i don't think i really understand that song though... >_<. but i love the sound of it. :D.
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AHAHA. i love it. how today in the middle of practice i had a sudden craving for steak and then i got home and my parents had steak and brought some home in a to-go box. AHAHA. even stupid things like that... blow me awayyyyy. :D.
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so... the year is already almost 1/4 done. time to evaluate resolutions! -_-. so far, i've memorized 12 verses... it WOULD be like 4 more but i seem to have a hard time memorizing where the verses came from. like the chapter and verse. -_-. stupid numbers.
the ones from bridge:
1) i looked for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so that i would not have to destroy it but i found none. ezekiel 22:30
2) "the teacher is here," she said, "and is asking for you" john 11:28
3) DO YOU NOT KNOW that your body is a temple of the holy spirit who is in you whom you have recieved from God? YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN. 1corinth. 6:19. hahaha. andy helped memorize that one by slamming the table and yelling it. lol. we should totally have to memorize for fh too! :D. lol but i was like the last one to memorize all of the verses -_____-. weird. lol.
4) the obvious one: for God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. john 3:16
5) trust in the Lord w/all of your heart and do not rely on your own understanding. proverbs 3:5
6,7,8) had to memorize for sunday school 8) : not that i have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect. but i press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, i do not consider myself to have taken hold of this but one thing i do: forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, i press on toward the goal for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
9,10,11) always be joyful; never stop praying. whatever happens, give thanks because it is in God's will in Jesus Christ that you do this.1 thess 5:16-18
12) JESUS WEPT. john 11:35. YES. this does count. :D.
>ahaha. aren't you guys proud?! esp. with my crap memory. now, if we do that thing again at fh where you have to find someone who memorized 5 verses, this time, i won't have to cheat like i did last year... >_<
>psalm 30:11-12 you turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me w/joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. o Lord my god, i will give thanks forever.
>& psalms 25:4-5 show me your ways, o Lord, teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my saivior, and my hope is in you all day long.
my other goals are going okay... i guess... >_<. like the "finishing the rest of the bible" hm... i read all of the gospels+acts so far... and 1/2 peter... now im currently reading revelations and i'll be done w/new test. and also i plan on finishing psalms. but i haven't really been reading as much as i used to. >_<. uhm... my other goals are okay... relationship between parents & me is the best it's been in a long time. YES. lol. :D. but i better watch out soon. 'cause something's bound to go wrong. x_x. and... musical stuff.. ew. haha. not so much improvement there... except on guitar. i learned how to play some new songs... although i haven't practiced in about a month... x_x. and OH. sat... i took sat prep classes. so i HOPE my score increased a bit. it better have... :p. i think that's about it... im gaining weight. it BETTER be 'cause of stupid calve muscles and not from fat. RAWR. >_<. haha im retarded.
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i don't think im going to be able to go to SBC or MCKBC this year. this makes me real sad. D: stupid summer gym/driver's ed. RAHHH. that means i'll have missed SBC for the 2nd year in a row and MCKBC for the first year in...8 years... basically since i've been going. x_x. i don't really mind so much for mckbc because it's not REALLY a real retreat -_-. lol. it's like 30 min of worship and then playplayplay. hahha funfunfun :D... but before i said i kind of wanted to go to a retreat w/no one that i knew... so i can be free from distractions and such. SBC is like perfect... because i don't really know anyone. it's so big. and im SO QUIET there. it's so weird. i don't say a word... idk why. -_-. it's like introvert to the max. lol. so like, aside from josh and my brother, i don't know anyone. or at least, i don't give a crap what they think. blahh... i need to find a way to go to SBC. :/
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from my journal:
"021009. 4:50pm (:
john 15:13 says, "greater love has no one that this, that he lay down his life for his friends." AHH. i've heard this before but what i just now realized what this has to do w/ Jesus. HE demonstated this kind of love for us, right? He gave up His TEMPORARY LIFE in order for us to have ETERNAL LIFE. AHAHAHA. :). reminds me of bridge. 'temporary gain for eternal loss; temporary loss for eternal gain' "
ahaha. im so slow when it comes to this stuff. :D. and as i was thinking last night... i realized just how true David Tauler was every single time he preached at SBC and MCKBC when he talked about how the bible is essentially a love letter for us. (essentially? o_0. i think that's used wrong. -_-) AHHHSNAP. :D.
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haha such a weird post. :/
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im still waiting for my two letters. :(.
i put angi's not into my memory box. i keep everything in there. AHAHA. im so weird. -_-. all the personal letters i've ever gotten go in there. i don't have any from joe or andy though. :(. COUGHCOUGHHINTHINTCOUGH. haha jk. or am i... o_0? -_-. im stupid. LOL.
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You took my heart in your hand
...With a friendly smile,
With a critical eye you scann'd,
...Then set it down,
And said, 'It is still unripe,
...Better wait awhile;
Wait while the skylarks pipe,
...Till the corn grows brown.'
As you set it down it broke--
...Broke, but I did not wince;
I smiled at the speech you spoke,
...At your judgement I heard:
But I have not often smiled
...Since then, nor question'd since,
Nor cared for cornflowers wild,
...Nor sung with the singing bird.
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today, we got jerseys. im number 12. >_<. i wanted 10. but w/e. -_-. lol. AHAHA. song that comes to mind: "We should get jerseys cause we make a good team But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on" (relient k's must have done something right)... i don't think i really understand that song though... >_<. but i love the sound of it. :D.
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AHAHA. i love it. how today in the middle of practice i had a sudden craving for steak and then i got home and my parents had steak and brought some home in a to-go box. AHAHA. even stupid things like that... blow me awayyyyy. :D.
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so... the year is already almost 1/4 done. time to evaluate resolutions! -_-. so far, i've memorized 12 verses... it WOULD be like 4 more but i seem to have a hard time memorizing where the verses came from. like the chapter and verse. -_-. stupid numbers.
the ones from bridge:
1) i looked for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so that i would not have to destroy it but i found none. ezekiel 22:30
2) "the teacher is here," she said, "and is asking for you" john 11:28
3) DO YOU NOT KNOW that your body is a temple of the holy spirit who is in you whom you have recieved from God? YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN. 1corinth. 6:19. hahaha. andy helped memorize that one by slamming the table and yelling it. lol. we should totally have to memorize for fh too! :D. lol but i was like the last one to memorize all of the verses -_____-. weird. lol.
4) the obvious one: for God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. john 3:16
5) trust in the Lord w/all of your heart and do not rely on your own understanding. proverbs 3:5
6,7,8) had to memorize for sunday school 8) : not that i have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect. but i press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, i do not consider myself to have taken hold of this but one thing i do: forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, i press on toward the goal for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
9,10,11) always be joyful; never stop praying. whatever happens, give thanks because it is in God's will in Jesus Christ that you do this.1 thess 5:16-18
12) JESUS WEPT. john 11:35. YES. this does count. :D.
>ahaha. aren't you guys proud?! esp. with my crap memory. now, if we do that thing again at fh where you have to find someone who memorized 5 verses, this time, i won't have to cheat like i did last year... >_<
>psalm 30:11-12 you turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me w/joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. o Lord my god, i will give thanks forever.
>& psalms 25:4-5 show me your ways, o Lord, teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my saivior, and my hope is in you all day long.
my other goals are going okay... i guess... >_<. like the "finishing the rest of the bible" hm... i read all of the gospels+acts so far... and 1/2 peter... now im currently reading revelations and i'll be done w/new test. and also i plan on finishing psalms. but i haven't really been reading as much as i used to. >_<. uhm... my other goals are okay... relationship between parents & me is the best it's been in a long time. YES. lol. :D. but i better watch out soon. 'cause something's bound to go wrong. x_x. and... musical stuff.. ew. haha. not so much improvement there... except on guitar. i learned how to play some new songs... although i haven't practiced in about a month... x_x. and OH. sat... i took sat prep classes. so i HOPE my score increased a bit. it better have... :p. i think that's about it... im gaining weight. it BETTER be 'cause of stupid calve muscles and not from fat. RAWR. >_<. haha im retarded.
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i don't think im going to be able to go to SBC or MCKBC this year. this makes me real sad. D: stupid summer gym/driver's ed. RAHHH. that means i'll have missed SBC for the 2nd year in a row and MCKBC for the first year in...8 years... basically since i've been going. x_x. i don't really mind so much for mckbc because it's not REALLY a real retreat -_-. lol. it's like 30 min of worship and then playplayplay. hahha funfunfun :D... but before i said i kind of wanted to go to a retreat w/no one that i knew... so i can be free from distractions and such. SBC is like perfect... because i don't really know anyone. it's so big. and im SO QUIET there. it's so weird. i don't say a word... idk why. -_-. it's like introvert to the max. lol. so like, aside from josh and my brother, i don't know anyone. or at least, i don't give a crap what they think. blahh... i need to find a way to go to SBC. :/
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from my journal:
"021009. 4:50pm (:
john 15:13 says, "greater love has no one that this, that he lay down his life for his friends." AHH. i've heard this before but what i just now realized what this has to do w/ Jesus. HE demonstated this kind of love for us, right? He gave up His TEMPORARY LIFE in order for us to have ETERNAL LIFE. AHAHAHA. :). reminds me of bridge. 'temporary gain for eternal loss; temporary loss for eternal gain' "
ahaha. im so slow when it comes to this stuff. :D. and as i was thinking last night... i realized just how true David Tauler was every single time he preached at SBC and MCKBC when he talked about how the bible is essentially a love letter for us. (essentially? o_0. i think that's used wrong. -_-) AHHHSNAP. :D.
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haha such a weird post. :/
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im still waiting for my two letters. :(.
i put angi's not into my memory box. i keep everything in there. AHAHA. im so weird. -_-. all the personal letters i've ever gotten go in there. i don't have any from joe or andy though. :(. COUGHCOUGHHINTHINTCOUGH. haha jk. or am i... o_0? -_-. im stupid. LOL.
learning to need You.
I've forgotten
Just how sweet Your
Mercies are Lord
I've forgotten
Just how sweet Your mercies are Lord
Could You remind me
You've been faithful in my weakness
Father Your Love Overwhelms my soul
I'm learning to need You
I cry out Your name
I am in need of Your mercies, Jesus
Despite my pride and my shame
I'm learning to need You
justin mcroberts. :D<3!
freaking love this song. (:
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
overcome-desperation band.
Seated above, enthroned in the Father's love
Destined to die, poured out for all mankind
God's only son perfect and spotless one
He never sinned, but suffered as if he did
All authority, every victo-ry is Yours
All authority, every victory is Yours
Savior, worthy of honor and glory, worthy of all our praise, You overcame
Jesus, awesome in power forever, awesome and great is Your name, You overcame
Power in hand speaking the Father's plan
You're sending us out, light in this broken land
We will overcome by the blood of the Lamb
And the word of our testimony, everyone overcome
WE SHOULD TOTALLY SING THAT SONG AT FH09(:
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i like desperation band. :).
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>i got my gym bag back :D. haha.
>all of my grades are dropping like crazy! ughh... the marking period's done so soon too... in history, im like one point away from b... which means my grade dropped 7 percentage points...and in lit., i'm one freaking point away from a... my grade dropped 4 points in that class... blahhhhh... but honestly, in lit., it's not my fault. -_-. but strangely enough, my math grade is going upupup. o_0? i hate math and i have 99.75. LOL. well actually, i hate english and social studies too. so idk how that works. -_-.
>my hormones are seriously out of wack. x_x. i haven't been like this in awhile.x________x
>i just counted. i have kept a journal for seven years. LOL. angi, would you like to read the one from 5th grade? AHHHHHAHA IT'S SO FUNNY. i crack up laughing. :D. lol i was/am so stupid... hahah...ha... lol. i was seriously so retarded then... i wrote about guys like every entry. :D. >_<.
>lately i've had some REALLY weird dreams... x_x. have you ever seen The Littles? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Littles AHAHA. it's like a tv show based off of a book for little kids... it's like little people that are like 4-6 inches tall and they live in a human's house... it's so cute and kind of gross/creepy... so anyways, like lately, i've been hearing little noises in my room for like 2 minutes every night... and so in my dream there was one of the people in there and he came out of my sock drawer thingy and i screamed like crazy and my mom came in w/a bat-like thing and killed him. and then i picked his dead body up and put him on my desk and went to sleep. and then i woke up in the morning and he was twitching and so i freaked and ran downstairs to get styrofoam cups so i could trap him but then he disappeared... o_0. i had another one last night but i forget it...
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ugh its andy (오후 6:57:01): I feel bad
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:02): but good
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:03): I'm so evil.
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:04): I hateit
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:05): but love it
COUGHWEIRDCOUGH.
Destined to die, poured out for all mankind
God's only son perfect and spotless one
He never sinned, but suffered as if he did
All authority, every victo-ry is Yours
All authority, every victory is Yours
Savior, worthy of honor and glory, worthy of all our praise, You overcame
Jesus, awesome in power forever, awesome and great is Your name, You overcame
Power in hand speaking the Father's plan
You're sending us out, light in this broken land
We will overcome by the blood of the Lamb
And the word of our testimony, everyone overcome
WE SHOULD TOTALLY SING THAT SONG AT FH09(:
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i like desperation band. :).
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>i got my gym bag back :D. haha.
>all of my grades are dropping like crazy! ughh... the marking period's done so soon too... in history, im like one point away from b... which means my grade dropped 7 percentage points...and in lit., i'm one freaking point away from a... my grade dropped 4 points in that class... blahhhhh... but honestly, in lit., it's not my fault. -_-. but strangely enough, my math grade is going upupup. o_0? i hate math and i have 99.75. LOL. well actually, i hate english and social studies too. so idk how that works. -_-.
>my hormones are seriously out of wack. x_x. i haven't been like this in awhile.x________x
>i just counted. i have kept a journal for seven years. LOL. angi, would you like to read the one from 5th grade? AHHHHHAHA IT'S SO FUNNY. i crack up laughing. :D. lol i was/am so stupid... hahah...ha... lol. i was seriously so retarded then... i wrote about guys like every entry. :D. >_<.
>lately i've had some REALLY weird dreams... x_x. have you ever seen The Littles? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Littles AHAHA. it's like a tv show based off of a book for little kids... it's like little people that are like 4-6 inches tall and they live in a human's house... it's so cute and kind of gross/creepy... so anyways, like lately, i've been hearing little noises in my room for like 2 minutes every night... and so in my dream there was one of the people in there and he came out of my sock drawer thingy and i screamed like crazy and my mom came in w/a bat-like thing and killed him. and then i picked his dead body up and put him on my desk and went to sleep. and then i woke up in the morning and he was twitching and so i freaked and ran downstairs to get styrofoam cups so i could trap him but then he disappeared... o_0. i had another one last night but i forget it...
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ugh its andy (오후 6:57:01): I feel bad
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:02): but good
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:03): I'm so evil.
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:04): I hateit
ugh its andy (오후 6:57:05): but love it
COUGHWEIRDCOUGH.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
God is bigger than the boogey man.
he's bigger than godzilla and the monsters on tv. yes, God is bigger than the boogey man and he's WATCHING OUT FOR YOU AND ME. ahhhhhhhhhhaha :D.
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So i've come to the end of my journal. actually, not really. i still have 15 or something pages left but that's besides the point. -_-. so, i always read through my journals once i finish them and so yesterday, since i had very little homework, i set out to kind of skim through the entries 'CAUSE, "forgotten experiences are worthless; that's why it is good to keep a spiritual journal" <- rick warren. ahaha. and i haven't actually read through them so i forgot everything... ahaha... -_-. so ANYWAYS...
gosh. it just reminded me how freaking horrible my memory is. -__________-. i realized sooooooo many things. yesterday was so amazing. freaking awesome. :D. okay. i realized that when things happen in my life, i don't give credit where the credit is due... and i just. blah. lol. i realize what i've been doing... i've been talking about "spiritual dryness" blah blah blah and about being numb for so long that even if all of that had stopped, i wouldn't have noticed any of it. i was basically sticking my fingers in my ears and running in circles, whining about how i couldn't "feel" God... i don't know... maybe it's different now that i'm much closer to getting out of that hole than i was before.
I also realized how blind i am... and how gracious God is... AHHHHH. i love keeping journals. :D. like, i would pray for something... and then when it happened, i just forgot that i prayed for it... and then i would whine in my journal about how God isn't answering my prayers... or in other cases, it's not that He didn't answer them... all i had to do is wait... i'm so freaking impatient... >_<. i counted throughout my journal how many times God had provided for me... sometimes even when i didn't even "formally" ask him. when i was just thinking about things... even during those times when i was falling an awful lot... God still came through and i was just too stubborn and blind to see it... running in those stupid circles, too busy complaining and writing about them when i should have been doing something about it. -______-. oh gosh. haha. "'what if some of them were unfaithful? can their unfaithfulness cancel God's faithfulness?' 'that would be unthinkable!...'" <-romans 3:3/4... ahhh. :). no matter how big or how little my problems were/are. no matter how many times i fall... AHHHHHH. haha :D.
haha. i just wrote like the same thing over and over again in different ways. :D. why do i always write in circles? -_-.
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sooooooo... im getting a lot better. esp. after yesterday. i've never felt like this before. ahaha. makes me so happy. :D.
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i was planning on writing a lot more... but i forget what i was going to write about... haha. but ahhhhh. OH. i made soccer team. PUAHAHA. lol. but. im like, at the bottom of the totem pole... -_-. OMPIJ. someone took my gym bag... what the heck?! -________-. so i came home shoe-less... and i went to store and mall with my mom... HAHAAH. i was walking barefoot... except in the mall. wore my stinky cleats. -_-. but seriously. WHY WOULD YOU STEAL MY GYMBAG? (<- it was from jama.it was blue and it said "JAMA. new awakening" HAHA) -_-. nothing really valuable in it though. except my favorite jeans. RAWRRRRRRRR. hopefully it turns up tomorrow...
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So i've come to the end of my journal. actually, not really. i still have 15 or something pages left but that's besides the point. -_-. so, i always read through my journals once i finish them and so yesterday, since i had very little homework, i set out to kind of skim through the entries 'CAUSE, "forgotten experiences are worthless; that's why it is good to keep a spiritual journal" <- rick warren. ahaha. and i haven't actually read through them so i forgot everything... ahaha... -_-. so ANYWAYS...
gosh. it just reminded me how freaking horrible my memory is. -__________-. i realized sooooooo many things. yesterday was so amazing. freaking awesome. :D. okay. i realized that when things happen in my life, i don't give credit where the credit is due... and i just. blah. lol. i realize what i've been doing... i've been talking about "spiritual dryness" blah blah blah and about being numb for so long that even if all of that had stopped, i wouldn't have noticed any of it. i was basically sticking my fingers in my ears and running in circles, whining about how i couldn't "feel" God... i don't know... maybe it's different now that i'm much closer to getting out of that hole than i was before.
I also realized how blind i am... and how gracious God is... AHHHHH. i love keeping journals. :D. like, i would pray for something... and then when it happened, i just forgot that i prayed for it... and then i would whine in my journal about how God isn't answering my prayers... or in other cases, it's not that He didn't answer them... all i had to do is wait... i'm so freaking impatient... >_<. i counted throughout my journal how many times God had provided for me... sometimes even when i didn't even "formally" ask him. when i was just thinking about things... even during those times when i was falling an awful lot... God still came through and i was just too stubborn and blind to see it... running in those stupid circles, too busy complaining and writing about them when i should have been doing something about it. -______-. oh gosh. haha. "'what if some of them were unfaithful? can their unfaithfulness cancel God's faithfulness?' 'that would be unthinkable!...'" <-romans 3:3/4... ahhh. :). no matter how big or how little my problems were/are. no matter how many times i fall... AHHHHHH. haha :D.
haha. i just wrote like the same thing over and over again in different ways. :D. why do i always write in circles? -_-.
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sooooooo... im getting a lot better. esp. after yesterday. i've never felt like this before. ahaha. makes me so happy. :D.
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i was planning on writing a lot more... but i forget what i was going to write about... haha. but ahhhhh. OH. i made soccer team. PUAHAHA. lol. but. im like, at the bottom of the totem pole... -_-. OMPIJ. someone took my gym bag... what the heck?! -________-. so i came home shoe-less... and i went to store and mall with my mom... HAHAAH. i was walking barefoot... except in the mall. wore my stinky cleats. -_-. but seriously. WHY WOULD YOU STEAL MY GYMBAG? (<- it was from jama.it was blue and it said "JAMA. new awakening" HAHA) -_-. nothing really valuable in it though. except my favorite jeans. RAWRRRRRRRR. hopefully it turns up tomorrow...
Friday, March 13, 2009
mood:blahblah.
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:51): WATCH
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:53): NUMB3RS
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:55): at 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:57): okay?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:58): <3
ugh its andy (오후 8:59:58): I already did
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:59): haha
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:00): NO
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:02): it's an old show
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:02): at 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:03): NO
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:05): 10
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:07): there aren't any new eps
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:09): are there?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:10): 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:13): -_-
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:16): every friday
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:18): 10pm
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:21): my friday ritual
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:22): blahblahblah
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:22): haha
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:28): i don't go to sleep w/o watching it
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:28): YET YOU WON'T READ YOUR BIBLE
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:29): ahhhhhh
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:29): ?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:32): ah
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:33): ack
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:35): ahhhhhhhhhhhh
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:38): >_<
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:40): yeah, that's right
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:41): LOL
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:41): I went there
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:44): I WENT THERE
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lately, im just like one same tone... no ups. no downs... im just the same thing. every freaking day. it's like i go through the same set of tasks. everyday. same thing. wake up late, go to school, rush and get hw done during homeroom, schoolboringboringschool, practice or sat prep class, home, shower, homework, food, computer, sleep. repeat. im like emotionless. and by that, i don't mean that i don't laugh or cry or anything -_-. but i just feel really dull and like... IM LIKE THE GUY FROM CLICK! haha. im on autopilot. nothing really catches my attention. im not really focused. i don't really care... blahhhhhh. i appear to be fine. hahah... im dramatic... >_<. but still. GAH. i need change of scenery... make my body go into shock. :).
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:15): yeah i totally understand.
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:19): it's a constant battle
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:21): but i think
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:40): the effort and desire to really get better is what essentially rlly matters
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:44): i mean results too o__o
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:53): but tht we have the desire too, tht's awesome
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:57): sign of the hs at work :]
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i truly love you guys :).
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:53): NUMB3RS
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:55): at 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:57): okay?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:58): <3
ugh its andy (오후 8:59:58): I already did
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:59:59): haha
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:00): NO
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:02): it's an old show
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:02): at 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:03): NO
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:05): 10
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:07): there aren't any new eps
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:09): are there?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:10): 10
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:13): -_-
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:16): every friday
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:18): 10pm
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:21): my friday ritual
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:22): blahblahblah
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:22): haha
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:28): i don't go to sleep w/o watching it
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:28): YET YOU WON'T READ YOUR BIBLE
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:29): ahhhhhh
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:29): ?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:32): ah
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:33): ack
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:35): ahhhhhhhhhhhh
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:38): >_<
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:40): yeah, that's right
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:00:41): LOL
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:41): I went there
ugh its andy (오후 9:00:44): I WENT THERE
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lately, im just like one same tone... no ups. no downs... im just the same thing. every freaking day. it's like i go through the same set of tasks. everyday. same thing. wake up late, go to school, rush and get hw done during homeroom, schoolboringboringschool, practice or sat prep class, home, shower, homework, food, computer, sleep. repeat. im like emotionless. and by that, i don't mean that i don't laugh or cry or anything -_-. but i just feel really dull and like... IM LIKE THE GUY FROM CLICK! haha. im on autopilot. nothing really catches my attention. im not really focused. i don't really care... blahhhhhh. i appear to be fine. hahah... im dramatic... >_<. but still. GAH. i need change of scenery... make my body go into shock. :).
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:15): yeah i totally understand.
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:19): it's a constant battle
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:21): but i think
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:40): the effort and desire to really get better is what essentially rlly matters
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:44): i mean results too o__o
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:53): but tht we have the desire too, tht's awesome
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:20:57): sign of the hs at work :]
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i truly love you guys :).
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. my mommy<3. haha i kept telling her how i loved her and i was like THANK YOU. and like, SAHRANGHEH. and then i even made that huge heart thingy with your arms PUAHAHA. she kept staring at me and was like, what's wrong with you. haha. but gah!. today, i left my cleats at home x_x. and so she usually doesn't do this but she went all the way back home and brought them back for me. AWSNAP. :). okay, let's do some math here:
20 minutes to school this morning
+ 20 minutes back home
this equals 40 minutes of driving.
then, x 2.
this equals 80 minutes of driving.
then, 20+25 (for some reason, coming home from practice takes longer o_0)= 45
45+80=125 minutes of driving.
x____________________x. i love my parents. :). haha i've never before in my life felt this level of gratitude toward anyone. :o.
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AHAHA. blogspot should give me a prize or something. recruiting two new users. puhahaha :D.
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ps joe. sara and i are talking about you. hahah ;D.
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pps luke. i just made cookies :D. but they taste weird... o_0
20 minutes to school this morning
+ 20 minutes back home
this equals 40 minutes of driving.
then, x 2.
this equals 80 minutes of driving.
then, 20+25 (for some reason, coming home from practice takes longer o_0)= 45
45+80=125 minutes of driving.
x____________________x. i love my parents. :). haha i've never before in my life felt this level of gratitude toward anyone. :o.
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AHAHA. blogspot should give me a prize or something. recruiting two new users. puhahaha :D.
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ps joe. sara and i are talking about you. hahah ;D.
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pps luke. i just made cookies :D. but they taste weird... o_0
Monday, March 9, 2009
myday.
i am ISFJ:
http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.html
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okay, so today was the first day of the Math portion of the Delaware State Testing Program (DSTPs). So allow me to tell you what happened... I was never really a slow test taker, but lately, I've always been like, one of the last ones to finish. >_<. So today's test was only one section long. Which is pretty short. likeeeee... 19 questions i think... And before the test began, they said that the "average" test taker would spend about an hour on the test. And at 11am, they collect all the tests and then the people that aren't done are taken down to the library where they can finish and the rest of the kids get on w/school. I finished at 10:55am. I took THREE hours. x_x. and there was this one question where i couldn't decide what side to pick. and so I kept writing it. and then changing my mind and erasing it. and then erasing it again. and this kid kept staring at me and laughing. x_x. LOL. -_-. so sad. >______<. and then, there was this one thing where it said to make a "circle graph"... WHAT THE HECK IS A CIRCLE GRAPH?! so i just made a pie chart. and i think i did it right because that's what everyone else said... and there was this one about furlongs and mph... yeah, i totally guessed... >_<. so yeah. that was how i spent the first three hours of my day. and tomorrow, i go back to school to do part two of the math. funfunfun. >________<. just shoot me. x_x.
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AHAHAAAAAAA. so about my "personality type" MUAHAHA. im so happy now. this makes me happy:
"Although the ISFJ is likely to place God and family above their friends in their priorities, they genuinely enjoy spending time with friends and colleagues."
"Their intensity of feeling makes their intimate relationship their first priority in life, with the possible exception of God."
hmm... but that makes me wonder... like, why is it my personality type that has mentions of God in it? I'm not saying it's bad or anything... but why not other types? why mine more than other ones? are different personality types are more likely or less likely to believe in God? someone should research that... like make a survey :D. but i guess that kind of makes sense... ahhhhhhhh. i love this personality crap. :D love it love it. i want to do that kind of stuff. it's so interesting :D!
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my newly found pet peeves:
1) when im singing or humming a song and then someone right next to me starts singing a completely different song. BACK OFF. haha, my mom does this to me all the time -_-.
2) when people say they know me. i think i've realized this for awhile though. it makes me mad. ESP. when they tell me what they think im going to do. AND when they're right. then i purposely go out of my way and not do it just to prove them wrong... but honestly. it really makes me mad when people think they know me. my brother does this a lot. BUT. it bothers me even more when they get it wrong. -_-.
3) my dad hits me on the head too much. >_<. smack on the forehead.
why is it called pet peeves? idk. o_0.
4) when people put me on the spot. i hatehatehateeeeee it. singling me out. BLAH.
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i used to pogo stick, like allllll the time HAHAH<3. my record is 950 jumps at one time. MUAHHHHHAH. and then i learned how to pogo w/o my hands. although i haven't gone on it in a longggg time. i wonder if you really grow more o_o!
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Today in 'Business, Finance, and Marketing', we moved on to the Finance part >_<. And idk. it got me thinking... we had a "discussion" on how expensive it was to have kids... and idkkkkk. I just have to say that i'm eternally grateful for my parents. Sacrificing pretty much everything for my brother and me. Even aside from the financial part... how they sacrifice their sleep, for me in getting up early and driving me twenty hours to school, and twenty hours back when i could ride the bus and go to a school much closer... but they don't want me to get shot by the immense number of huugeens. HAHA lol jk. bahhhhh... i love my parents :). tytyty. i hereby vow to do sulguhjee at least twice a week. EVEN when im not requested to do so. hehehe... let's see how that goes. :D.
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where is sara?!
http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.html
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okay, so today was the first day of the Math portion of the Delaware State Testing Program (DSTPs). So allow me to tell you what happened... I was never really a slow test taker, but lately, I've always been like, one of the last ones to finish. >_<. So today's test was only one section long. Which is pretty short. likeeeee... 19 questions i think... And before the test began, they said that the "average" test taker would spend about an hour on the test. And at 11am, they collect all the tests and then the people that aren't done are taken down to the library where they can finish and the rest of the kids get on w/school. I finished at 10:55am. I took THREE hours. x_x. and there was this one question where i couldn't decide what side to pick. and so I kept writing it. and then changing my mind and erasing it. and then erasing it again. and this kid kept staring at me and laughing. x_x. LOL. -_-. so sad. >______<. and then, there was this one thing where it said to make a "circle graph"... WHAT THE HECK IS A CIRCLE GRAPH?! so i just made a pie chart. and i think i did it right because that's what everyone else said... and there was this one about furlongs and mph... yeah, i totally guessed... >_<. so yeah. that was how i spent the first three hours of my day. and tomorrow, i go back to school to do part two of the math. funfunfun. >________<. just shoot me. x_x.
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AHAHAAAAAAA. so about my "personality type" MUAHAHA. im so happy now. this makes me happy:
"Although the ISFJ is likely to place God and family above their friends in their priorities, they genuinely enjoy spending time with friends and colleagues."
"Their intensity of feeling makes their intimate relationship their first priority in life, with the possible exception of God."
hmm... but that makes me wonder... like, why is it my personality type that has mentions of God in it? I'm not saying it's bad or anything... but why not other types? why mine more than other ones? are different personality types are more likely or less likely to believe in God? someone should research that... like make a survey :D. but i guess that kind of makes sense... ahhhhhhhh. i love this personality crap. :D love it love it. i want to do that kind of stuff. it's so interesting :D!
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my newly found pet peeves:
1) when im singing or humming a song and then someone right next to me starts singing a completely different song. BACK OFF. haha, my mom does this to me all the time -_-.
2) when people say they know me. i think i've realized this for awhile though. it makes me mad. ESP. when they tell me what they think im going to do. AND when they're right. then i purposely go out of my way and not do it just to prove them wrong... but honestly. it really makes me mad when people think they know me. my brother does this a lot. BUT. it bothers me even more when they get it wrong. -_-.
3) my dad hits me on the head too much. >_<. smack on the forehead.
why is it called pet peeves? idk. o_0.
4) when people put me on the spot. i hatehatehateeeeee it. singling me out. BLAH.
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i used to pogo stick, like allllll the time HAHAH<3. my record is 950 jumps at one time. MUAHHHHHAH. and then i learned how to pogo w/o my hands. although i haven't gone on it in a longggg time. i wonder if you really grow more o_o!
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Today in 'Business, Finance, and Marketing', we moved on to the Finance part >_<. And idk. it got me thinking... we had a "discussion" on how expensive it was to have kids... and idkkkkk. I just have to say that i'm eternally grateful for my parents. Sacrificing pretty much everything for my brother and me. Even aside from the financial part... how they sacrifice their sleep, for me in getting up early and driving me twenty hours to school, and twenty hours back when i could ride the bus and go to a school much closer... but they don't want me to get shot by the immense number of huugeens. HAHA lol jk. bahhhhh... i love my parents :). tytyty. i hereby vow to do sulguhjee at least twice a week. EVEN when im not requested to do so. hehehe... let's see how that goes. :D.
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where is sara?!
Relationships and Race...?
What do you think about that? Like the mixing of different races...
I asked my mom.
me: what would you say if COUGHCOUGH was [insert random race here]?
ahaha... :D. the response i got back was one i didn't expect... I've always thought that, yeah, my parents would prefer someone of the same race but they wouldn't RIGHT OUT object or anything. they'd just get over it... mom said she didn't like the idea of mixing... >_<. lol. like, i kind of understand where that's coming from. a lot of the korean ladies in church are married to hugeen/behgeen guys. and she said that from looking at them, and seeing what they go through, it would just be better if people just married same race. like, the culture difference and all. so she's against it. but she's like, it's okay if it's the same "color" LOL. so like jjoonggook/ilbohn people are okay...? LOL. my mom... -_-. like, i guess i understand... and i asked, is that biblical? (and then after having to explain what "biblical" meant, lol) she said something along the lines of, "I think that that's what God would prefer." and i was like...? im not sure... 'cause in a way, isn't that racist? but her reasons behind it aren't racist... she said, "it's a burden that you have to carry on for the rest of your life." <- o_0. lol.
me, personally, i like asian people w/chinky eyes. LOL :D it's like what she said, it frustrates me when other people don't understand what im trying to say because there isn't a word for it in english... or when they don't understand certain things. I don't think that God cares what race they are or what race they aren't. right...? not sure... >_< 'CAUSE LIKE, LOOK AT TOBY MAC. :D. haha. >_<.
and on a different yet slightly similar topic,
"you can't help it" <- about liking people... I THINK that you can... like, we like people based on the kind of person we are, whether we realize it or not. i don't care what anybody says on this one. :D. lol. yeah, it may take some time but yeah... like even in my life, i can see the changes in guys that i've liked in the past. which makes me happy 'cause it means im getting better. MUAHAHA. -___-;;. when i was younger (-_-) and not a "christian", i liked people who were also like me... like the whole freaking world. :D. and then i kind of "matured" in my faith but i was still really unsteady and kind of iffy about it. and then i liked guys who were also like that. and etc. so if it works that way, im sure it works in other aspects as well...
okay... this was a random post. -_-.
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im soooo positive im going to get cut in soccer... i didn't go to saturday practice. gosh. im so lazy. i really need to stop >_<. im going to be screwed for college. w/like no sports ninth grade year. >________<. it's so weird because i look at people who didn't do sports and think they're stupid unless they have a legitimate reason. and after i COUGHquitCOUGH field hockey, i find myself constantly trying to justify and defend myself. -_-. i so stupid. but im glad i STARTED soccer at least. it's nice to not be lazy and get out and run. i like sports. even though i suck horribly. >_<. LOL w/my 7 minutes per half mile... i should try again and see how much better i got. :D.
it's okay joe, i don't think you're weird for going to gym anymore. :D.
I asked my mom.
me: what would you say if COUGHCOUGH was [insert random race here]?
ahaha... :D. the response i got back was one i didn't expect... I've always thought that, yeah, my parents would prefer someone of the same race but they wouldn't RIGHT OUT object or anything. they'd just get over it... mom said she didn't like the idea of mixing... >_<. lol. like, i kind of understand where that's coming from. a lot of the korean ladies in church are married to hugeen/behgeen guys. and she said that from looking at them, and seeing what they go through, it would just be better if people just married same race. like, the culture difference and all. so she's against it. but she's like, it's okay if it's the same "color" LOL. so like jjoonggook/ilbohn people are okay...? LOL. my mom... -_-. like, i guess i understand... and i asked, is that biblical? (and then after having to explain what "biblical" meant, lol) she said something along the lines of, "I think that that's what God would prefer." and i was like...? im not sure... 'cause in a way, isn't that racist? but her reasons behind it aren't racist... she said, "it's a burden that you have to carry on for the rest of your life." <- o_0. lol.
me, personally, i like asian people w/chinky eyes. LOL :D it's like what she said, it frustrates me when other people don't understand what im trying to say because there isn't a word for it in english... or when they don't understand certain things. I don't think that God cares what race they are or what race they aren't. right...? not sure... >_< 'CAUSE LIKE, LOOK AT TOBY MAC. :D. haha. >_<.
and on a different yet slightly similar topic,
"you can't help it" <- about liking people... I THINK that you can... like, we like people based on the kind of person we are, whether we realize it or not. i don't care what anybody says on this one. :D. lol. yeah, it may take some time but yeah... like even in my life, i can see the changes in guys that i've liked in the past. which makes me happy 'cause it means im getting better. MUAHAHA. -___-;;. when i was younger (-_-) and not a "christian", i liked people who were also like me... like the whole freaking world. :D. and then i kind of "matured" in my faith but i was still really unsteady and kind of iffy about it. and then i liked guys who were also like that. and etc. so if it works that way, im sure it works in other aspects as well...
okay... this was a random post. -_-.
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im soooo positive im going to get cut in soccer... i didn't go to saturday practice. gosh. im so lazy. i really need to stop >_<. im going to be screwed for college. w/like no sports ninth grade year. >________<. it's so weird because i look at people who didn't do sports and think they're stupid unless they have a legitimate reason. and after i COUGHquitCOUGH field hockey, i find myself constantly trying to justify and defend myself. -_-. i so stupid. but im glad i STARTED soccer at least. it's nice to not be lazy and get out and run. i like sports. even though i suck horribly. >_<. LOL w/my 7 minutes per half mile... i should try again and see how much better i got. :D.
it's okay joe, i don't think you're weird for going to gym anymore. :D.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
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some intense conversations today. :).
ahhaa. it's funny how you don't notice someone until they're pointed out to you... >_<.
during the revival(<- i finally learned how to spell it -_-;;):
me: so do you like girls yet?
chaehoon: no
me: oh. you aren't at that age?
chaehoon: no. i like guys.
ahahah. funnyfunny. :D. and i watched first half of yes man... LOL. when he taped his face... so funny...
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ahhhhhhh. im so stressed... my future's so unsteady... i keep wasting time... my eyes can't focus on because the stupid computer. -_-. or more like stupid me for looking at the computer. -________________-. i need to stop saying 'like' and 'lol'. >_<. everything's been getting on my nerves lately. everyone and everything... except mom and angi. :D. lol. >_<. even stupid tetris gets on my nerves... stupid skin problems... stupid school. RAH. im not even on my period anymore. whats wrong with me... -_-. state testing starts soon... i love state tests. you just watch movie afterwards for the rest of the day :D... or maybe high school is different... o_0!. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i complain a lot on here. haha but i don't complain that much verbally... i think... idk. maybe i do. D: angi makes blog tomorrow. YAY. :D... there's nothing worth posting about these days. nothing's happening in my life that's remotely interesting... i started soccer... im so out of shape. and i have no soccer skills whatsoever. i'll get cut for sure. >_<. im so blah.
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"sanctification is a long and slow process"
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
>_<.
ahhaa. it's funny how you don't notice someone until they're pointed out to you... >_<.
during the revival(<- i finally learned how to spell it -_-;;):
me: so do you like girls yet?
chaehoon: no
me: oh. you aren't at that age?
chaehoon: no. i like guys.
ahahah. funnyfunny. :D. and i watched first half of yes man... LOL. when he taped his face... so funny...
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ahhhhhhh. im so stressed... my future's so unsteady... i keep wasting time... my eyes can't focus on because the stupid computer. -_-. or more like stupid me for looking at the computer. -________________-. i need to stop saying 'like' and 'lol'. >_<. everything's been getting on my nerves lately. everyone and everything... except mom and angi. :D. lol. >_<. even stupid tetris gets on my nerves... stupid skin problems... stupid school. RAH. im not even on my period anymore. whats wrong with me... -_-. state testing starts soon... i love state tests. you just watch movie afterwards for the rest of the day :D... or maybe high school is different... o_0!. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i complain a lot on here. haha but i don't complain that much verbally... i think... idk. maybe i do. D: angi makes blog tomorrow. YAY. :D... there's nothing worth posting about these days. nothing's happening in my life that's remotely interesting... i started soccer... im so out of shape. and i have no soccer skills whatsoever. i'll get cut for sure. >_<. im so blah.
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"sanctification is a long and slow process"
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
>_<.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
RAWR.
i hate today. i hate yesterday. i want my sleep. i need my sleep. gah.
yesterday, i cussed for the first time in FOREVER. and then after that, it just all started pouring out. >_<. not necessarily all out loud but in my head... gahhhhhhhhhhh. i think the devil works through my brother and gets to me. lololol. >____<. but my head. i keep cussing now. >_<. NO. blah. it took me so long to get this far. -_-;;.
i hate choices. BLAH. im too lazy to do any sports this year. but i went to the coach to see about soccer and he gave me this HUGE lecture about how much i already missed from missing the first two days -_- and then he made me late and my mom gave ME a hugeeeeee lecture and was like spewing out all this crap to me. ahhhh...
i hatehatehate it. :p
we have a revivle <- spelling... o_0? boongheh. LOL konglish<3. tonight. and blah. yesterday, i came home from church at like past 10:30. and tonight im prolly coming late again... AH. i hate this. and then like... korean elders think americans are so fat and so stupid. -_-;;. they prolly are. but then they think im stupid. -_-;;. and then them thinking that im stupid makes me feel stupid and so when they ask my questions i talk really quietly and they can't hear me and so they think i can't speak korean... and im not too good but still... -_-;;. im so stupid.
joe. it worked. IT WORKEDDDDDDDDDD! MUAHAHAHA. (:
oh and. okay, and so i thought about your analogy. and i think that it's like, i've "worn" the parachute for so "long" (although it hasn't been that long... but w/e) that i've gotten so used to wearing it that i feel like im not wearing the parachute. i've become so comfortable in it that i don't even realize i have it on.
i wish life was like sims. like, you get friendship points w/everyone you meet. and so you know if you're friends w/someone. you know if you like them. you know etcetcetc. and then like you can force yourself to do things that bore the crap out of you in real life i.e. hw. -_-;;. i like sims. except for the whole, it takes 5+ minutes to pee. -_-;;.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. dt. im praying. im waiting. :).
ughhh... i keep getting so overwhelmed with all this stress. but im not even sure WHERE the stress is coming from... >_______<. blah.
i sent sara's letters in the mail yesterday. took up TWO WHOLE STAMPS. -_-.
i realllllllllllllllllllllllllly REALLY need to stop talking so much. esp. w/filling my mouth with ng stuff. >_<.
my stalker stopped stalking me. yay.
someone asked me if i was chinese today. -_-.
nd... im being a butt. and i know i am. sorry. my head's too busy right now -__________-;;. and i kinda didn't get over that last thing. >_<.
yesterday, i cussed for the first time in FOREVER. and then after that, it just all started pouring out. >_<. not necessarily all out loud but in my head... gahhhhhhhhhhh. i think the devil works through my brother and gets to me. lololol. >____<. but my head. i keep cussing now. >_<. NO. blah. it took me so long to get this far. -_-;;.
i hate choices. BLAH. im too lazy to do any sports this year. but i went to the coach to see about soccer and he gave me this HUGE lecture about how much i already missed from missing the first two days -_- and then he made me late and my mom gave ME a hugeeeeee lecture and was like spewing out all this crap to me. ahhhh...
i hatehatehate it. :p
we have a revivle <- spelling... o_0? boongheh. LOL konglish<3. tonight. and blah. yesterday, i came home from church at like past 10:30. and tonight im prolly coming late again... AH. i hate this. and then like... korean elders think americans are so fat and so stupid. -_-;;. they prolly are. but then they think im stupid. -_-;;. and then them thinking that im stupid makes me feel stupid and so when they ask my questions i talk really quietly and they can't hear me and so they think i can't speak korean... and im not too good but still... -_-;;. im so stupid.
joe. it worked. IT WORKEDDDDDDDDDD! MUAHAHAHA. (:
oh and. okay, and so i thought about your analogy. and i think that it's like, i've "worn" the parachute for so "long" (although it hasn't been that long... but w/e) that i've gotten so used to wearing it that i feel like im not wearing the parachute. i've become so comfortable in it that i don't even realize i have it on.
i wish life was like sims. like, you get friendship points w/everyone you meet. and so you know if you're friends w/someone. you know if you like them. you know etcetcetc. and then like you can force yourself to do things that bore the crap out of you in real life i.e. hw. -_-;;. i like sims. except for the whole, it takes 5+ minutes to pee. -_-;;.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. dt. im praying. im waiting. :).
ughhh... i keep getting so overwhelmed with all this stress. but im not even sure WHERE the stress is coming from... >_______<. blah.
i sent sara's letters in the mail yesterday. took up TWO WHOLE STAMPS. -_-.
i realllllllllllllllllllllllllly REALLY need to stop talking so much. esp. w/filling my mouth with ng stuff. >_<.
my stalker stopped stalking me. yay.
someone asked me if i was chinese today. -_-.
nd... im being a butt. and i know i am. sorry. my head's too busy right now -__________-;;. and i kinda didn't get over that last thing. >_<.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
how i spent my day off. :D.
[acts chapter five]:
33When they heard this, they were furious and wanted to put them to death. 34But a Pharisee named Gamaliel, a teacher of the law, who was honored by all the people, stood up in the Sanhedrin and ordered that the men be put outside for a little while. 35Then he addressed them: "Men of Israel, consider carefully what you intend to do to these men. 36Some time ago Theudas appeared, claiming to be somebody, and about four hundred men rallied to him. He was killed, all his followers were dispersed, and it all came to nothing. 37After him, Judas the Galilean appeared in the days of the census and led a band of people in revolt. He too was killed, and all his followers were scattered. 38Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. 39But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God."
40His speech persuaded them. They called the apostles in and had them flogged. Then they ordered them not to speak in the name of Jesus, and let them go.
41The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name. 42Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good news that Jesus is the Christ.[b]
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ahhhhhhh... i love that. :D. i finished Acts last night... now on to finishing revelations and psalms... i love psalms :D...
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>psalm 25: "...show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long..."
>psalm 62:5-8 : Find rest, o my sould, in God alone; my hope comes form him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, i will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, o people; pour our your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.
>psalm 51:10-12: Create in me a pure heart, o God. and renew a steadfast spirit w/in me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
>psalm 139:1-4: O lord, you have searched me and you know me. you know when i sit and when i rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. you discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, o Lord.
>139:7-10 : where can i go from your spirit? where can i flee from your presence? if i go up to the heavens, you are there; if i make my bed in the depths, you are there. if i rise on the wings of dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
>139:17/18: how precious to me are your thoughts, o God! how vast is the sum of them! were i to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. when i awake, i am still w/you.
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:)... but that last one is kind of o_o. the number of times God has thought about us outnumbers the grains of sand... o_______________________o.
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muahaha. i didn't go on the computer once yesterday. yay for being grounded. LOL. -_-;;. today is my second day off... i wish it'd snow again. :(. i still haven't done homework. :D. lol... dad's in vegas for SBC meeting... i'm not ready to go back to school. snowsnowsnow!! ... let's just hope i don't spend today's time foolishly on the computer all day. >_<.
33When they heard this, they were furious and wanted to put them to death. 34But a Pharisee named Gamaliel, a teacher of the law, who was honored by all the people, stood up in the Sanhedrin and ordered that the men be put outside for a little while. 35Then he addressed them: "Men of Israel, consider carefully what you intend to do to these men. 36Some time ago Theudas appeared, claiming to be somebody, and about four hundred men rallied to him. He was killed, all his followers were dispersed, and it all came to nothing. 37After him, Judas the Galilean appeared in the days of the census and led a band of people in revolt. He too was killed, and all his followers were scattered. 38Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. 39But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God."
40His speech persuaded them. They called the apostles in and had them flogged. Then they ordered them not to speak in the name of Jesus, and let them go.
41The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name. 42Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good news that Jesus is the Christ.[b]
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ahhhhhhh... i love that. :D. i finished Acts last night... now on to finishing revelations and psalms... i love psalms :D...
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>psalm 25: "...show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long..."
>psalm 62:5-8 : Find rest, o my sould, in God alone; my hope comes form him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, i will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, o people; pour our your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.
>psalm 51:10-12: Create in me a pure heart, o God. and renew a steadfast spirit w/in me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
>psalm 139:1-4: O lord, you have searched me and you know me. you know when i sit and when i rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. you discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, o Lord.
>139:7-10 : where can i go from your spirit? where can i flee from your presence? if i go up to the heavens, you are there; if i make my bed in the depths, you are there. if i rise on the wings of dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
>139:17/18: how precious to me are your thoughts, o God! how vast is the sum of them! were i to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. when i awake, i am still w/you.
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:)... but that last one is kind of o_o. the number of times God has thought about us outnumbers the grains of sand... o_______________________o.
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muahaha. i didn't go on the computer once yesterday. yay for being grounded. LOL. -_-;;. today is my second day off... i wish it'd snow again. :(. i still haven't done homework. :D. lol... dad's in vegas for SBC meeting... i'm not ready to go back to school. snowsnowsnow!! ... let's just hope i don't spend today's time foolishly on the computer all day. >_<.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
penpal<3
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:18): NO SCHOOL TOMORROW
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:19): MUAHAHA
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:22): guess why
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:25): GUESS GUESS GUESS
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:43): T-T
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:44): SNOW!?
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:49): I HATE U GUYS!!!
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:50): T-T
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:19): MUAHAHA
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:22): guess why
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:37:25): GUESS GUESS GUESS
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:43): T-T
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:44): SNOW!?
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:49): I HATE U GUYS!!!
kRnSarAx72 (오후 9:38:50): T-T
deja vu.? deja poo. >_<;;
>i've been feeling like, intense apathy. almost like before. but in a lot of ways, worse. i don't like this. i hate this. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. why again? it seems that a lot of things work like that, i've noticed. something ng happens... then it gets a little better... then you go back to the way it was before. + more issues.
>Sg starts wednesday. i don't think im ready to lead anything. ESP. now things are getting even more 'blah-er'
>turned in early grad. forms.
>lockin was good. we played game where you're in two teams and there is something you have to build. but you can't see what it is that you're building. or like, you don't know what you're building. so one person from each team is the only one who can see it. and then they can only tell another person from the team. and then the rest of the team can only ask yes or no questions about the thing we're supposed to build and try and make it look exactly like the original. materials were like giant legos, markers, tape, paper clips, construction paper, sticks... etc. our group lost... miserably. it was fun though. AND we bought this game where it's called pictionary man. it comes with a dry erase man, circle, and box. and they're different props. and they give you a word and you have to draw on the person or the props to make team mates guess. funfunfun. like if the person is pamela anderson. you draw big boobs on the person. :D.
>im so. blah. ugh.
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>lol on friday, we had to take a questionnaire on random stuff. i was like sending mixed messages because like, what christians view as wrong and what other people view as wrong are different. so it kind of looked like i was a horrible, depressed, who didn't care about anyone/anything, and got good grades. lololol. i should have said i was on crack. :D.
>no school. i should not screw up this time. God gives second, third, and FOURTH chances. puahaha. yay. >_<.
>Sg starts wednesday. i don't think im ready to lead anything. ESP. now things are getting even more 'blah-er'
>turned in early grad. forms.
>lockin was good. we played game where you're in two teams and there is something you have to build. but you can't see what it is that you're building. or like, you don't know what you're building. so one person from each team is the only one who can see it. and then they can only tell another person from the team. and then the rest of the team can only ask yes or no questions about the thing we're supposed to build and try and make it look exactly like the original. materials were like giant legos, markers, tape, paper clips, construction paper, sticks... etc. our group lost... miserably. it was fun though. AND we bought this game where it's called pictionary man. it comes with a dry erase man, circle, and box. and they're different props. and they give you a word and you have to draw on the person or the props to make team mates guess. funfunfun. like if the person is pamela anderson. you draw big boobs on the person. :D.
>im so. blah. ugh.
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>lol on friday, we had to take a questionnaire on random stuff. i was like sending mixed messages because like, what christians view as wrong and what other people view as wrong are different. so it kind of looked like i was a horrible, depressed, who didn't care about anyone/anything, and got good grades. lololol. i should have said i was on crack. :D.
>no school. i should not screw up this time. God gives second, third, and FOURTH chances. puahaha. yay. >_<.
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