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http://tvshack.net/tv/How_I_Met_Your_Mother/season_4/episode_21/

LOL. so funny. >_<.
but i didn't see it all yet.

post 99 :o!

Lately all i've been posting is 'updates' on my life. -_-. Well, i guess, that's all i've ever done. -___-. i used to kind of write about my "struggles" i guess you would call them... but i can't rant about them on blog anymore. least not these kinds. :/. Erm... I'm not going through anything particularly hard or anything in spiritual life. Just the usual. Whatever that means. Blah... I wonder, is this something that's OK to feel? Does everybody feel like this? And even if everybody did, would that be a good thing? Because, if everyone did, It wouldn't really justify anything...
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shorts... rahrahrah!. it's HOT outside though. X_X. ('cept today. -_-)
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R.I.P.
to beloved burt's bees chapstick.
& SG.

-_-. both were expected to die anyways.
RAH. I was like, 60% done with chapstick. SO CLOSE to finishing it. i've NEVER finished chapstick. :(. so close... and sg... idk. blah. Well, it was pretty good the first few weeks. I saw a lot of good things coming out of it. and then it just kind of fell apart...don't ask. haha... im not ready. im too impatient in everything I do. I guess it was a "good learning experience" although, that's not what I intended it to be -_-.
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So a lady in church had a prophesy and I was like, I WANT TO DREAM LIKE THAT! and my mom told me to pray. and so I did... and then I had a dream where I was picking my nose. -_____________________________-. so disappointing.
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blah. biology class... evolution... makes me confused. >_<.
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SBC Kentucky. :D - * better happen. or else, i'll be screwed if i try to early grad. >_<.
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I haven't talked to anybody in soooooo long. T_T.

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>0<. i just realized how weird the: "R.I.P. to beloved burt's bees chapstick. & SG." looks... it's like i liked my chap stick more than sg. >______________________<.

the the long ramblish update.

Did I mention, I've lost two of my five senses? Isn't that so weird? Yeah, so five sense: sight, sound, taste, hearing, and touching right? well, I can't smell. I can't taste... My eye sight is useless without contacts/glasses. I have horrible hearing. I'm so like... damaged... I need to be sent back to the factory and get fixed. -_-. Anyways, today marks a WEEK of taste/smelling loss. What fun... -_-. Haha. It's actually kind of funny though. In some ways, I like not being able to smell... but def. not taste. D: For example, on the way to away game, the windows were open and we went by a farm and smelt a smell you can ONLY smell in Delaware... >_____<. (You prolly can smell other places... but w/e. de farms are HORRIBLE). And everyone was like, "EWWWWWWWW" and pinching their noses. lol The girl I was talking to stuck her nose in her shirt. So anyways, I had no idea what was going on. :D. Hm... But you would think that if someone lost their sense of taste, they would lose weight because they would have no urge to really eat anything. Because I mean, think about it. You can't smell the food. You can't taste the food... What drives you to eat it?... other than being hungry... -_-. Idk. But I'm actually gaining weight... I think I have a gluttony issue. I keep eating even when I'm not hungry. I just keep eating and eating... Even now, when I went to wal-mart and bought hawaiian bread... what's the point of eating expensive bread when you can't even taste it? Yesterday, I had a pizza even when I couldn't taste it and when I knew that pizza doesn't work so well w/my stomach. >_<... Okay, Enough about food. -_-.

Biology is strange. Now we start talking about evolution. But that's not why I bring Bio. up... We're doing a project and it's all through google. Kind of cool... Like google docs. and stuff. Technology is getting freaky~.

YES. I am going to SBC. :D. yayayayay. I'm just going to replace the World Religions class w/driver's ed.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. beachbeachbeach!!!!!!!!!!!. I want to go sooooo bad. I shall make really sad faces at Hawon and ask him to take me tomorrow... MUAHAHAH... -_-. Idk what happened to me. Even last summer, I really hated the beach. The stupid salt water getting in your mouth... Sand in REALLY AWKWARD PLACES... Don't know why I want to go so bad. But anyways, tomorrow's supposed to be really hot. like 80's. :D.

Tomorrow is church yard sale. Raising money for the Youth Building... or Education Building or w/e they call it. -_-. Ugh. so much homework crap. Why am I even online? Today's the only "real" day that I have to spend on school stuff...

I have new nicknames! LOL. so stupid. -_-. so my first nickname was like kimpossible... and then somehow it got changed to kimimpossible? (<-like... 3rd grade). silly little kids... ;). and then, it was like, shalomie is my homie... then my friend changed to shalomo is a homo. -___________-;;. (<- that was... 5/6th grade-ish?). And then... I got Salami as nickname from Field hockey coach in middle school... then my friend calls me JJ -_-. (Jehovah-shalom Jihae...well now, I guess it's Jisun. o_o. strange). (<- 8th/now). And then in soccer now, like the MONDAY after Angi and I talked about nicknames, I got a whole new set of them. -_-. Like, Ling-Ling >___<. and then I said it sounded like a chinese man's name that works at a chinese resturaunt or something and then they changed it to Ming-Ming then Ming-Ling but Ling-Ling was the best. -_-. And then Someone calls me SHHHHHHHHHHHH. ehehe... I can't tell if she's telling me to be quiet or not... -_____-.

Dad's 50% sure... Mom thinks so too... T________T...

LOL. Umma says I can live w/oppa if my parents die. -_-.

I went to white church on sunday. Weird. Slightly boring. Dragged Jasmine along w/me. She was bored out of her mind that she started crying. AHHHHHHHHHHAHAHA... >_<. lol. so funny. :D. >_<. I felt kind of bad... lol. but nevertheless, it was funny. :D. Jasmine and I were the youngest there by FAR. There was not a SINGLE PERSON in there that didn't have white hair. So old... But then again, I just spent an hour pulling out 3092483203948 white hairs. -_-. And just to clarify: YES, I know that the people that were there doesn't matter. :p... I went to a Southern Baptist Church. Next sunday, I'll be dragging Jasmine to Calvary w/me. Let's see how that goes. (Hmmm... maybe in speaking like this, I'll be able to see Bob's OTHER side you guys have been talking about for the first time... :o!) lol.

I have 85 more points 'til level 14! :o! -_-.

free todd agnew concert tomorrow! but im not going. -_-.
free stellar kart concert sunday! but idk if im going. -_-.

Okay. well, I have to count out 50 dollars in quarters for the yard sale now. -________-. bbye. :(

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I counted it. I can't decide whether I should wash my hands or not because I don't know if my hands smell like coins. >_<.

the one w/failure.

penpal fail. >______<.
LOL. a hedgehog... so funny. such a random pet. ahaha...
o_0. prophesying? REALLY?! gahhh. i want it i want to. GAH!
so it's narrowed down to two things: SBC or driver's ed?
give me $300 so i can do it at the Y and not be in this sticky predicament.
HI BRYANNA. ;).
ops., call me tomorrow sometime 3-5 and i can tell you about the church lady's dream... AHHH. i want. :D.
updates later. so. tired. stupid soccer. i didn't even play. -_-. ehehe. gone from last 4 practices. :D.
... im still sick-ish.., whole week long. GAH.
go away~.

the one where i remember why pks don't like being pks.

an overview of my very uneventful spring break. kind of rant-ish.

>_<. a lady's hubby from the church fell and hit his head on easter and went into a coma. parents went to hospital cause they wanted them to pray for him and blah blah blah. and then another church member was undergoing some surgery and so they went to go visit her and she was like hour+ away... and then church got new speakers+ amp and w/e and so my dad had to stay and help w/setup... came home at 3am (does that REALLY that THAT long?! o_o). blah... bible study wed... blah. and so anyways. the whole point of this was to show how tired they were. and so my plans of going to va were ruined.

RAH. >_<. i did absolutely nothing... i didn't get to finish my book like planned... because it got really really boring. >_<... i video chatted w/angi. Ahaha. :D... uhm... i ate 9/10ths of a chocolate bunny... the whole phone incident... watched all of season 3 hannah montana eps. >_<... watched 3 movies i think... including one i prolly shouldn't have watched. >_____<... i finished two books of the bible... but they don't really count b/c they were like 5 chapters in total. haha. :D... very uneventful... :(. oh. and i bought 2 sweaters, jeans, a shirt, and bermuda shorts. blah. boring boring. i mostly watched tv. and played tetris/watched tv on computer.

UGH. the stupid tetris on iminlikew/you. or omgpop. w/e they call it. >_<. i usually play when i get kind of mad. and now it just makes me madder. what the heck... the U shaped pieces?! that's not even original tetris piece... ruins everything... and people start ganging up on me. D:<.

i google mapped the house ONE LAST TIME (i promise :)) and i realized the tree is not big enough to climb. nor is it big enough to put a hammock on. rah... all my plans are foiled. -___-.

lol. i rant over stupid stuff. -_-. this is what happens when andy is not there for me to rant to. :p

the one w/songs.

this song is the stupidest christian song i've ever heard... i want to drop my radio out the window every time i hear it. >_<. idk. it feels insulting. lol.

If I Was Jesus, I'd have some real long hair
A robe and some sandals, is exactly what I'd wear
I'd be the guy at the party, turnin' water to wine
Yeah me and my disciples, we'd have a real good time.
Ooh and I'd lay my life down for you (woooooh)
And I show you who's the boss (woooooh)
I'd forgive you and adore you
While I was hangin' on your cross
If I Was Jesus.
I'd have some friends that were poor
I'd run around with the wrong crowd, man I'd never be bored
Then I'd heal me a blind man, get myself crucified
By politicians and preachers, who got somethin' to hide.
If I Was Jesus, I'd come back from the dead
And I'd walk on some water, just to mess with your head
I know your dark little secrets, I'd look you right in the face
And I'd tell you I love you, with Amazing Grace.
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ahaha... newsboys... i like them :D...but they scare me w/their makeup and their baldness :)... this song comes in close second.

When the toast is burned
And all the milk has turned
And Capt' Crunch is waving farewell
When the big one finds you
Let this song remind you
That they don't serve breakfast in hell.

as;odifhaes;lfjasd

GAHHHHHHHHHHH. so freaking pissed. RAHRAHRAHHHHHHHH.
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what is it about cuss words that makes them so different than other words? i used to cuss a lot. ehehe... >_<. but like... sometimes, they just "sound" better? idk. but it gives you this... feeling? i guess when you say them. but i mean, they're just words, aren't they? so why does it "feel" different when you say a curse word rather than when you say some other retarded word like 'freak' or 'crap'. idk. >_<.

the one where i am very blobbish.

here is my schedule:
anytime between 9am-1pm. wake up.
then i usually do:
1)eat
2)read to kill a mocking bird
3)tv
4)guitar
5)try to beat tetris score. and fail. -_-
6)stare at computer screen and do nothing.
prolly 6,5, 3, and 1 most often.
these are my blobbish habits. x_x.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH. i miss you guys. T_T.

the one w/angi.

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:57:38): i shall write about my cycles

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:57:40): in your letter

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:57:41): haha

angixpie87 (오후 2:57:49): what cycles

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:57:53): NO

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:57:56): it's for the letter

angixpie87 (오후 2:57:58): ??

angixpie87 (오후 2:58:04): what cycles???

angixpie87 (오후 2:58:30): ....womanly....cycles?

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:59:17): -_-

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:59:20): -____________-

angixpie87 (오후 2:59:26): o.

angixpie87 (오후 2:59:27): sorry

angixpie87 (오후 2:59:29): guess not

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angixpie87 (오후 2:39:30): im so jealous

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:32): of all of u

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:39:36): all?

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:39:37): o_0

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:38): yes

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:44): andy loves joe

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:39:47): LOL

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:47): joe loves shalom

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:49): you love joe

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:54): im fourth wheel

angixpie87 (오후 2:39:56): i love all..

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:39:57): LOL

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:04): there is no joe loves andy?

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:05): LOL

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:08): funny funny

angixpie87 (오후 2:40:08): hehe

angixpie87 (오후 2:40:11): I LOVE ANDY

angixpie87 (오후 2:40:15): shalom loves andy

angixpie87 (오후 2:40:20): andy loves shalom

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:26): it's okay

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:27): lol

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:40:29): we love you too :D
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DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:22:50): WHY ARE YOU NEGLECTING ME TOO

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:22:52): -_-

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:22:57): you neglector

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:02): neglecter...

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:02): idk

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:03): -_-

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:18): what do u mean TOO?

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:22): who is neglecting u?

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:24): you and joe

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:26): and im not neglecting u!

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:27): tsk tsk tsk

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:29): hahaha

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:31): joe wrote u a song!!

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:34): what more do u want?!?!

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:34): hahaha

angixpie87 (오후 2:23:36): silly

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:36): LOL

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:41): -_-

DDONGSANGxP (오후 2:23:46): you should make me a song too!

the one w/my alias... or sch-u740... or w/e the heck it's called.

my phone+coffee=ng

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LOL. my phone... so i put it in a bag of rice as instructed and i took it out yesterday to test it and it worked for like 2 seconds and then shut off so i put it back into the rice. that was yesterday morning. now last night, i did it again and it stayed on this time but like... LOL. it's so funny. if i push the menu button, it'll go somewhere else to like the calculator or something. and if i push send, it'll take me to my contacts... i can't play tetris either 'cause every button i push, it's like "do you wish to exit the application?" -___-. blah. pain in the butt. but so funny. :D. i guess i'll just wait and use my retarded phone until i get a new one. i don't want to spend 10 bucks on activating a different phone. >0<.
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i think i've become anti-social. hmm.. or i think, lazy is a better word for it. o_0;;. sorry. :(
angi, i wrote one page so far. MUAHAHA. finally. -_-.
AHHHHHH. i can't wait for the summer. seriously. im looking forward to it x10000. :D :D:D:D:D!

the one w/brotherbear.

AHAHAHA. my mom backed into his car. LOL.

him:do you want to go to cold stone?
me: ?
him: do you want to go to ritas?
me: no.
him: cold stone?
me: YEAH!
him: SILLY GIRL, there's no cold stone.
-_-.

the one that isn't meant to be read.

i feel really selfish. undeserving. yeah. but mostly selfish.
where's my other half? so tired of being mad at people for not knowing what's wrong with me. im so tired of being mad at stupid things that make no sense.
i wish i was deaf inside. no more thoughts to drive me insane. too much of being insecure. jealousy. anger.
stupid people. why couldn't God have been happy with just animals. -_-.
i hate this situation.
once you start, you just can't stop. ugh. it's like a flood.
this stupid blog doesn't even work anymore.
i can't even vent anymore.
RAH RHA RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. eat me. :p.
stupid fb vid doesn't even upload. stupid technology. BLAHHHHH.

the one on good friday.

At the cross I bow my knee
Where your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

the one where the day is good.

today was the best day in a longggggg time. :). school was ehh as usual. my 6th pd teacher was gone on jury duty so we had sub and i got done really early. school FINALLY blocked meebo. -_-. and then i figured out how to go on aim through gmail. took me awhile but MUAHAHA. 8). i got some more research done... im such a crackhead. -_-. soccer was good. we just did scrimmage the whole day. pretty fun. i did SO GOOD compared to all the other practices. and everyone was telling me that i was doing good and i looked over to the coach and there was this ahjuhshe and he was talking to him the wholeeeee time. -________________-. don't know why but im in a pretty good mood. :D.

today is my "planned" day of qt. but i have too much today. bio test and latin test tomorrow. x_x. got to cram like crazy.... "oh no, you never let go, through the calm and through the storm. oh no, you never let go in every high and every low, Lord, you never let go of me." im beginning to find this more evident in my life every day. (:
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my biology class... pretty interesting stuff these days... but idk. makes me kind of uneasy at times... teacher: "the world is not black and white. it's gray. there's no right or wrong." uhhhhhhh... >_<. yeah. we're starting to talk about stem cell research... what do you think? actually. i can prolly guess what you guys would think. but why do you think that way? when we talk about abortion, life begins at conception. so then wouldn't it not really matter what happened to the embryos before then?

the one with madagascar.

k. so currently my eyes are so itchy like crazy. idk if it's allergies or because my body is already unhealthy as crap. but im choosing to wait and write this before i take a shower and make the madness go away. so if you don't comment this, i will eat you. D:<.

So, i get the TIME magazine sent to me every week and it always causes some problems between my mom and i because... well, i never read it. >_<. so boring. i just kind of skim through it and pick and choose which ones i want to read. and my mom's like, "THIS IS WHY YOUR SAT SCORES ARE LOW. I DON'T PAY FOR THIS SO YOU CAN READ 1/10 OF IT." >_<. but idk. it's kind of annoying. every single week is about the economy or about barack obama. and i could care less. :p. but there was one article that kind of made me go o_0. the pictures were so pretty. :D. the animals are so cool looking. :D:D. i esp. like the panda and the giant catfish one. :). and... so anyways,

"Madagascar — which separated from India 80 million to 100 million years ago before eventually settling off the southeastern coast of Africa — is in many ways an Earth apart. All that time in geographic isolation made Madagascar a Darwinian playground, its animals and plants evolving into forms utterly original. They include species as strange-looking as the pygmy mouse lemur — a chirping, palm-size mammal that may be the smallest primate on the planet — and as haunting as the carnivorous fossa, a catlike animal about 30 in. long. Some 90% of the island's plants and about 70% of its animals are endemic, meaning that they are found only in Madagascar."
-TIME

uhm. what? how come? if evolution is just a theory, why is it that there are so many different species of animals that are only found there and not anywhere else? what else could have caused that? o_0?
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i watched monsters vs. aliens. AHAHA. 3-d has come a long way since i last saw the spy-kids one. -_-. the 3-d part was pretty cool but the movie itself wasn't worth it. but then again, what am i saying? i didn't pay anything to watch it. jasmine bought me ticket, shihoon and chaehoon bought popcorn, and hawon bought me blizzard. AHAHHA. im such a moocher. >___<. :D.

hey, my eyes aren't itching anymore. (:

the one w/relient k

I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for

Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end

the one where conclusions are met.

my posts are like 'friends'... i think i'm the only one who knows what i'm talking about... -_-.
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conclusion 1)FMHS. yesyesyes. but demo. of only 3% asians. :(.

conclusion 2)I'm going to start going to american church. effective as soon as i find out what time the afternoon service is... >_<. im really looking forward to that. :). but don't worry, im still going to stay in my current church. -_-.
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i gained 10 pounds. is that even possible in a time span of one month?! -_-. hm... maybe it's because i ate 6 ferrero rocher chocolate thingies in one sitting. or the bag of fruit snacks i just ate. maybe it's because i've gone to chick-fil-a and mcdonalds 3 times in the past 2 weeks. or the bag of chex mix i've been eating everyday. maybe it's the ice cream sandwich i eat for lunch daily... maybe it's the pizza i eat for lunch everyday. or maybe the two chocolate milks i drink. x_x. omgosh. i didn't realize how much i stuff myself. -_____-. i need to stop. i should start a food diary. LOL. yes yes. Rah!

another thing i need to stop. i didn't know i said omg THAT often. >_<. i keep saying, "omg. AH! NO!" D: lol. im retarded. oh. also, my school banned the word retard. that's so stupid. -_-. i say that a lot too... x_x. just cut out my very limited vocabulary. i'll just blink once for yes and twice for no for the rest of my life. like muhammad from House... i don't think anyone knows what i'm saying... -_-. this has to be the weirdest post ever. :D.

wawa flatbread... i want one... stupid commercials. >:p

hannah montana movie! monsters v. aliens movie! AHAHAHA. i want to see. :D. but 3-d=$$$... no money... :/

the one to ND.

you're old.

SG

ew. blah. all my hopes and dreams for this are shattered. -_-. i just want to cancel and be like, NO. WE'RE NOT MEETING. it's so frustrating. but i know, im prolly feeling the same thing that others feel when im not cooperating with them. hosea comes to mind... >_<. im not really sure what the point of this is anymore. the guys are coming today. which means we'll prolly REALLY get off track... but idk what we'd get off track from 'cause idk what we're going to talk about today. -_-. some more extemp. practice. ahaha. good life skills. :). but idk. it just frustrates me when im so hyped up about something and into something. and everyone's just blah. and also, the technology thing comes into play. stupid texting and ipods. can't bear to rip yourself away from it. really really ticks me off. :p

last night, i finished reading ruth. yay! i have like... 20 some more old test. books to read...

im totally naming my kid selah. ahhhh. i love that word. :D.
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i have to wear a freaking dress tomorrow. T_T. why in the world... "because it's our first home game" <- i don't get it. the other team's not even going to see us dressed up. -_-.

today was decent day. no tests. and i finally got to start reading "to kill a mockingbird" which i have been looking forward for a long time... i twisted my ankle. x_x. but it's not too bad.
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ND. happy early. :). srry about the funeral and all that.
DON'T BE SAD; GET GLAD. :D!
or was it 'dont be mad...' i don't remember. >_<

tantum Deus yay. haha