ehehe...

steve8u (오후 7:42:11): i think we should talk about that whats our purpose and stuf fhte basics the good stuff
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:26): now?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:29): in bs?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:31): sunday school?
steve8u (오후 7:42:33): how to get into heaven good faithful talk
steve8u (오후 7:42:36): lock in duhhh
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:38): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:40): oh
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:42:40): okay
steve8u (오후 7:43:07): isnt that a good topic
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:29): okay
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:30): i told hawon
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:32): (:
steve8u (오후 7:44:36): yeah thats what i thought
steve8u (오후 7:44:39): wait no!...
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:42): o_0?
steve8u (오후 7:44:52): he will hate that idea (whispering)
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:58): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:45:03): you're like a little kid
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:45:04): lolol
steve8u (오후 7:45:09): he is sexist( still whispering)
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:45:14): LOL
steve8u (오후 7:45:15): no im not
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:45:15): -_-
steve8u (오후 7:45:19): im a man a big strong man

and then:
hawon79 (오후 7:43:56): is that steve?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:44:05): yeah
hawon79 (오후 7:46:17): his words are quite confusing...
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:47:14): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:47:15): why
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:47:17): how so?
hawon79 (오후 7:47:47): so many misspelled words and poor grammar
hawon79 (오후 7:48:20): and he didn't communicate his thoughts clearly
DDONGSANGxP (오후 7:49:24): LOL
hawon79 (오후 7:49:38): it's kinda like a high school student asking his math teacher, "teach me the basics".....like what...plus and minus?
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i've noticed my posts are really like... not personal anymore... ughh...

rah.

i feel like crying... but im not on my period. what the heck. -_-

more randomness... >_<

interims came out today. i had a 71 (VERY low D). LOL. but it was changed to a 97 :). andddd... i had a B in Business class but i turned in my missing work today from when i was out sick. but other than that, my grades kind of dropped a little. not like, letter grades (YET) but they all dropped a few percentages. D:.
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BAH. why is money suchhhhhh a big deal? and i get so mad at my parent's when they aren't able to provide me w/things that i want EVEN when i know it's not their fault. blah. they WANT to, but they can't... and that should be enough, right? it's nothing big. i should be able to get over these things. but i don't... RAHHHHHHH. im so mean to my parents... im so friggen unthankful. D:<
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2009-2010 sophomore sched. (if all works out, as of today):
ap world hist.
ap comp.
alg II w/trig.
chemistry
latin II
... im not sure for my 6th pd... maybe calculus... but i don't think im allowed to do that. >_<. but i need another math for early grad. AND, if my school switches to 7 pds. a day, which im hoping they will, im either doing ap psych. or psych.&criminal justice (which are semester classes).
im going to die next year.
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i don't have breast cancer. yay. :).
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i haven't read the bible for like, the longest time ever.
i don't think my "prayers" count as prayers anymore.
D:

random rants.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=298227046
ahhhhhhhhhhh. so funny. :D.
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im not quite sure whats happening... >_<...i'm like... uhhhhh.............
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ugh. i hate small churches. soooooooo much freaking drama. UNNECESSARY drama. >_<... and then my parents have to go and smooth things out between retarded church members and they go on craploads of shimbangs. >_<. and then i'm left alone to eat ramyun. but then after awhile, i get too lazy so i just eat rice and gim. -_-. BAH. and then my parents are talking talking talking about the people and i know like 80% of what they're saying but idk the keyparts and it's like SO FRUSTRATING. when they talk about it 24/7 and i know MOST of what they're saying but not all... and then i ask them and they're like, mind your own business. but they talk about it when im sitting right there. how CAN i? -_-;;. LOL. blah. and then... like, they disagree on what the people should do and they start to yell sometimes and then they start fighting. OH WHAT FUN. >____________<. blahhhhhhhhhh.
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ompij. today, a janitor yelled at me. rah. he ruined my day. i didn't even do anything. :p
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blah. i took two tests today... so freaking hard. i thought i was well prepared but NO. RAHRAHRAH. my grades are slowly going down and down... no more 97s. D: LOL. eh. w/e. i'm still stuck on early grad. decision... but then again, will it really matter if i apply for it? -_-;;. PETERPANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. :(. i left my camera at jasmines house... we had a grape eating contest. i win. :D. i train myself. i think my record is 30 something. i forget.
http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=1575&cat=254 i want some. LOLOL. funnyfunny. :D... polaroids are like 60 dollars now... gosh. i should have bought like 4095832934 and wait ten years then sell them. i want one too. :D. ahaha. -_-;; ..tennis starts soon. i wannawanna. but im so lazyy... and i SUCK at tennis. i've only played once in my life... and the ball didn't even go back and forth twice. >_<. hopefully when oppa gets here, he can teach me. no fighting. :). AH. new phone this weekend... omnia or sway? idk. AHHHH. new phone=texting. :D. LOL. this time, i won't go over. i promise. :D. you guys have to send me lots of texts k? and i want some of those famous texts during school. LOLOLOL. :D...ahhhhhh. so many changes... and at the same time, not enough changing... so many new experiences that i'm not prepared for... HIMYM. today. :D. better be new ep. D:<. ahhhhhhh. time eater. blah. next:
>homework
>cleanroom
>bible! i have to beat steve. >_<. (im on acts 13)
>write in journals. -_-
>SARA. LOL. my lovely penpal. i have to write ten pages min. :D. LOL. im screwed. OH. and joe. i'll write you one too. (:

petey !

(proverbs 4:23)
23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life.
24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.

so what's straight ahead of me? what am i looking at? ...or not looking at? are my feet firm? am i swerving? am i looking away? am i hesitating? am i...? and why? why is it that im doing whatever it is that im doing? what are my decisions? and on what did i base my decisions on? what are my reasons behind them? are they right? are they wrong? do i regret?

i think im doing pretty good on this one :).
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and on a different but yet similar note,

ahhhhhhhhhhsnap. what a big step/challenge that was... I can tell that God is teaching me a few things. building me up... but for what? to do what? ughh... >_<... and why now? i haven't been doing squat. it doesn't make sense. RAWR. imma eat you. -_-;;...
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so here are my four career clusters:
>law, public safety, and security
>education and training
>human services
>health sciences.
i've narrowed down the search. >___________<.
i wanna live like peter pan. :(

prayy.

MUAHAHA.
another prayer answered.
and i think the last big one is in the process of being answered.
isn't it strange how all these things are being answered/shown to me... when i HAVEN'T been praying much?
hmm...

today.

currently, im talking to joe. HI JOE. lol.>_<

DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:17): do you scrunch your toilet paper or do you fold?
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:43:37): scrunch?
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:43:39): like in a ball?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:40): i finished watching it
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:41): yeah
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:43:44): ew no
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:49): WHAT?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:51): why is that ew
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:43:54): what you mean scrunch
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:43:58): in a ball
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:44:05): when i wipe?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:44:09): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:44:10): yes
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:44:13): when you wipe
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:44:39): ew
NotToJoe115 (오후 4:44:44): then you'd get it all over your hands
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:44:53): no.
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:45:00): IT WORKS THE SAME WAY
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:45:01): -_-
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:45:07): im assuming you fold
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:45:08): ew
DDONGSANGxP (오후 4:45:10): you folder

im a lot better. but im really lightheaded. D:
i have so much make-up work. like insane... and my parents want to take me to hibachi... HOW CAN I RESIST THAT? :D! oh boy... im screwed...

OKAY! so today, i came to this HUGE realization. maybe not so huge. or maybe it is. idk. lol. but it was like to me, a really big because i couldn't get it before and it just clicked. :D. okay, so there's this series called the Christie Miller series and it's like a christian book for teen girls. lolol. and in it, there was this one part that i remember. it was something like, guys are the initiator and girls are the responder. you either accept or reject. LOL. but yeah, that's how it's supposed to work, apparently. and so today i bought a bible (w/hawons moneys). LOL :D. but it's not mine. although i want it. it's a pretty nice bible. :D:D. but anyway... -_-;;. it said "God speaks, We respond" on the outside of it. and i was like AWSNAP. lol. 'cause i was like... it's like the same thing... -_-;;. lol im so slow. :D.

other notes from BRIDGE08:
"faith growing is an everyday kind of thing"
"sanctification is a very slow process"
salvation=only God
sanctification=GodANDus.
Already (status of a saint), Not yet (a saint). <- makes more sense on paper.

"Although my memory's fading, I remember two things very clearly. I'm a great sinner, and Christ is a great Savior." -John Newton, Amazing Grace

update;021809

i like semi-colons but idk how to use them. >_<

so i haven't gone to school yesterday or today... but i'll probably be well enough to go tomorrow. and even if i'm not, i know my mom will force be because i have a ton of makeup work to do. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS? now teachers expect you to email them work. WHY CAN'T I BE SICK IN PEACE? >_______<. stupid school. blah. i just literally slept. i bet i grew. :D. i still feel like crap. my nose is stuffed so i can't really do my temp. right 'cause i can't breathe. i got my mom sick too. that's not good. i love my mommy :).
ughhhh. my head is so... and i don't mean it's like hurting or anything. well, it is. but i mean, the moments in between my naps. while i was trying to go to sleep. i kept thinking things. blah. im such a screwed up person. like for real. you guys have no idea D:. i would write more but i feel like crap. i need to shower then sleep. i have school work i need to do that's due tomorrow... technically, it was due today. -_-. but im not going to do it. ugh. my grades are dropping so fast. i can't remember the last time i actually prayed.
"As I grow in Christ, the things that used to effect me in such a massive way just don't do it for me anymore. Sometime's smaller things can make me feel so much closer to God, and other times, not at all... I feel like all the time I'm scrambling, I'm fighting an uphill battle."
ugh. it's like the things i used to do don't satisfy me spiritually anymore. fsodigfjsiodjfsdfia. i hate this. why can't i be like i was before. >_<.
blah. gnight. x_x

blaggerblash

today, i couldn't get out of my bed. my whole body was so sore. i'm so out of shape... who knew your neck muscles could get sore? >_<;; at church, we have this one door that's so freaking heavy. and it's kind of hard to open... :
me: [tries to open door but i fail 'cause im too sore >_<] hey jasmine, open the door (she was right behind me)
jasmine: [tries to open the door but fails as well] charlie, open the door (he was right behind her).
charlie: [finally opens the door].
>_<

Lately, I've been praying about two main things. And today, I realized that God had answered one of them. YAY :). It was actually a faster response that I expected. o_o;;

And a few days ago, I came to this realization on the way I "treat" God. It's like... blah. lol. It's weird for me to explain. ask me and I'll tell :D.

Job

4 "Where were you when I laid the earth's foundation?
Tell me, if you understand.
5 Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know!
Who stretched a measuring line across it?
6 On what were its footings set,
or who laid its cornerstone-
7 while the morning stars sang together
and all the angels [a] shouted for joy?
8 "Who shut up the sea behind doors
when it burst forth from the womb,
9 when I made the clouds its garment
and wrapped it in thick darkness,
10 when I fixed limits for it
and set its doors and bars in place,
11 when I said, 'This far you may come and no farther;
here is where your proud waves halt'?
12 "Have you ever given orders to the morning,
or shown the dawn its place,
13 that it might take the earth by the edges
and shake the wicked out of it?
14 The earth takes shape like clay under a seal;
its features stand out like those of a garment.
15 The wicked are denied their light,
and their upraised arm is broken.
16 "Have you journeyed to the springs of the sea
or walked in the recesses of the deep?
17 Have the gates of death been shown to you?
Have you seen the gates of the shadow of death [b] ?
18 Have you comprehended the vast expanses of the earth?
Tell me, if you know all this.
19 "What is the way to the abode of light?
And where does darkness reside?
20 Can you take them to their places?
Do you know the paths to their dwellings?
21 Surely you know, for you were already born!
You have lived so many years!
22 "Have you entered the storehouses of the snow
or seen the storehouses of the hail,
23 which I reserve for times of trouble,
for days of war and battle?
24 What is the way to the place where the lightning is dispersed,
or the place where the east winds are scattered over the earth?
25 Who cuts a channel for the torrents of rain,
and a path for the thunderstorm,
26 to water a land where no man lives,
a desert with no one in it,
27 to satisfy a desolate wasteland
and make it sprout with grass?
28 Does the rain have a father?
Who fathers the drops of dew?
29 From whose womb comes the ice?
Who gives birth to the frost from the heave
30 when the waters become hard as stone,
when the surface of the deep is frozen?
31 "Can you bind the beautiful [c] Pleiades?
Can you loose the cords of Orion?
32 Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons [d]
or lead out the Bear [e] with its cubs?
33 Do you know the laws of the heavens?
Can you set up God's [f] dominion over the earth?
34 "Can you raise your voice to the clouds
and cover yourself with a flood of water?
35 Do you send the lightning bolts on their way?
Do they report to you, 'Here we are'?
36 Who endowed the heart [g] with wisdom
or gave understanding to the mind [h] ?
37 Who has the wisdom to count the clouds?
Who can tip over the water jars of the heavens
38 when the dust becomes hard
and the clods of earth stick together?
39 "Do you hunt the prey for the lioness
and satisfy the hunger of the lions
40 when they crouch in their dens
or lie in wait in a thicket?
41 Who provides food for the raven
when its young cry out to God
and wander about for lack of food?
Job 39

...

26 "Does the hawk take flight by your wisdom
and spread his wings toward the south?
27 Does the eagle soar at your command
and build his nest on high?
28 He dwells on a cliff and stays there at night;
a rocky crag is his stronghold.
29 From there he seeks out his food;
his eyes detect it from afar.
30 His young ones feast on blood,
and where the slain are, there is he."
Job 40
1 The LORD said to Job:

2 "Will the one who contends with the Almighty correct him?
Let him who accuses God answer him!"
3 Then Job answered the LORD :
4 "I am unworthy—how can I reply to you?
I put my hand over my mouth.
5 I spoke once, but I have no answer—
twice, but I will say no more."
...

Job 42

Job
1 Then Job replied to the LORD :
2 "I know that you can do all things;
no plan of yours can be thwarted.
3 You asked, 'Who is this that obscures my counsel without knowledge?'
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand,
things too wonderful for me to know.
4 "You said, 'Listen now, and I will speak;
I will question you,
and you shall answer me.'
5 My ears had heard of you
but now my eyes have seen you.
6 Therefore I despise myself
and repent in dust and ashes."

AHHHHH! sounds so cool :D... but im not sure i understand it all. >_<

lately,

I've become so rebellious. like, not in my actions or anything but like, in my head, i find myself talking back to people. and i keep saying crap in my head... i figure it's just best to keep my mouth shut because the filter that stops certain things from leaving my thoughts and coming out of my mouth is missing or damaged (LOL.STEAL<3). >_<. so i just stop talking all together in order to save myself trouble. but blahhh. i wish i'd stop.

I'm currently on ACTS. 8). im still behind though. :/

I knowww that spiritual things are more important than like, physical/emotional things. but. i wish i dealt with those stuff too so i could say SOMETHING. blahh. i prolly shouldn't say that. o_o. DON'T GET MAD. rahhhh... >_<

When I read... It's like, I learn so much. but then... I don't feel any different towards reading anymore. Like, it has no effect on my whatsoever. >_< like. blah. praying is blah. OH. i started prayer journal. but... im not using it to pray... because i don't really pray that much anymore... so i guess, there's not really any point in doing so. -_-. I wish God would just give me a HUGE smack. a wake up call. Like, take something away so I learn my lesson and would like, come crawling back.
:(.

sdfodfg

is it REALLY that hard for me to shut the computer off once in awhile?
is it REALLY that hard for me to set aside time for God?
is it REALLY that hard for me to get off of my lazy butt?
ughhh. this is so frustrating for me.

and i missed himym ep. tonight -_-
AGAIN.

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iEngrish (오후 8:42:15): the live view
iEngrish (오후 8:42:20): of the mountain.
iEngrish (오후 8:42:32): not a lot of people are still riding.
iEngrish (오후 8:42:34): lol
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:42:43): ?
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:42:45): live view
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:42:48): send link!
iEngrish (오후 8:42:54): http://www.springmountainadventures.com/webcam.php
iEngrish (오후 8:43:09): i see like this one kiddd
iEngrish (오후 8:43:16): at the bottom right.
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:43:43): maybe
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:43:48): they wanted to time it just right
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:43:53): to get everyone out of the picture
iEngrish (오후 8:43:56): lol.
iEngrish (오후 8:43:58): no
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:43:58): oh
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:43:59): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:00): it's live
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:00): LOL
iEngrish (오후 8:44:01): i saw a lot of people
iEngrish (오후 8:44:06): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:07): i think...
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:07): LOL
iEngrish (오후 8:44:08): NOOB!
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:09): LOL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:11): well
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:13): it's night
iEngrish (오후 8:44:15): THATS WHY ITS CALLED LIVE VIEW!
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:15): on a school night
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:16): -_-
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:18): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 8:44:24): im sorry
iEngrish (오후 8:44:25): NOOB!
iEngrish (오후 8:44:28): ompij
iEngrish (오후 8:44:35): you disappoint me shalom,

random :D.

here are our raps:
Tbaggemz (오후 9:40:14): Hey yo grace, Hey yo Grace, dont laugh, or shalom will infect you with Staph, sometimes i wish Moses would hit you with his staff, then you would get hurt, and then be renamed to Burt, and i would laugh like my name was Kurt.
ugh its andy (오후 9:41:24): Yo josh, you're like a one trick pony, you sound like a phony, always startin' with hey yo, hey yo, but all I got to say is No. Fo sho, go grow.
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:38:12): HEY GRACE, YOU'RE SUCH A BIG FLIRT, YOU LIKE PLAYING WITH DIRT, AND THEN YOU EAT DESSERT, WEARING YOUR HULA SKIRT
Oh My Graceee (오후 9:31:31): BOOMSNAPCLAP. SH Sh SHALOM, i wish you were my comb,
Tbaggemz (오후 9:35:03): Yo ANdy, hey yo andy, You think your rhymes are the bets, but last night your mom was on MY PANDA EXPRESS, i surely dont jest, i hope you brought your diaper, because you just got messed.
Tbaggemz (오후 9:43:09): Andy i dont have to start with hey yo hey yo, but you kind of sound like one of them hoes, haha i hope you had fun sleeping with Joe, you probably got AIDS but whatev Hey yo Hey yo.
Tbaggemz (오후 9:45:24): Hey yo Nissi, hey yo Nissi, your name is girly, you proabbly go twirly, everytime you hear the sound of my Hurley, mannn go get some of that Curly...fries.
Tbaggemz (오후 9:49:02): Hey yo Shalom, Hey yo shalom, why are you sending these raps of mine, i think you got out of line, hmph you wish you were fine, but haha it only works if you got an s line!!!
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:48:38): HEY JOSH, MAN, YOU'RE ONLY WORTH A CENT... eh. i give up
Tbaggemz (오후 9:50:09): Shalom youre worth a cent, because youre made of a tent, maybe you should go and date a guy named trent, but wait, he died because i just told him to help pay the rent.
ugh its andy (오후 9:50:27): none of us are worth a cent we should all go repent.
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:50:25): YOU'RE SO LAZY, YOU'RE LIKE A CRAZY DAISY
ugh its andy (오후 9:50:47): I need to pee
ugh its andy (오후 9:50:50): to feel free

iGod

Me:
do you know josh an?
God:
Is that one of your friends?
Are you testing me?
Me:
i don't test God. it says not to in the bible
God:
Would you ever do it? I've heard that before.
igod doesn't read the bible... how sad.



Me:
do you know Joe?
God:
I know a lot of people with that name.
Me:
Joe lee?
God:
Can we get back to business?
Me:
what business?
God:
I can ask my botmaster.
Me:
okay
God:
OK with me too.
Me:
you ask your botmaster
God:
OK I will ask it.
Me:
what did it say?
God:
Would you like to know more?
Me:
yes
God:
What would you like to know?
Me:
what did your botmaster say?
God:
I need time to formulate the reply.
Me:
how long?
God:
Nearly 20 weeks, .
Me:
o_o
God:
Oh.
Me:
what if i die before then
God:
Try it.
Me:
TRY TO DIE?
God:
OK I will try to DIE.
Me:
0_0
God:
Are we still talking about my botmaster say?
Me:
GOD
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
NO
God:
Are you serious?
Me:
DON'T TRY TO DIE
God:
Ok I'll try not to do it too much.
Me:
good
God:
It is always a pleasure to serve you, .
Me:
no...
God:
Are you serious?
Me:
o_0
God:
What are you wearing?
Me:
WHAT OMPIJ WHATTTTTTTT?!
God:
No big deal.
Me:
OMPIJ
God:
Tell me about your likes and dislikes?
Me:
OMPIJ
God:
Can we get back to business?


Me:
was judas iscariot a christian?
God:
it might have been.
Me:
he might have been, not it
God:
I get it. might have been not it.
Me:
what?
God:
Are you confused?
Me:
you just switched around my question
God:
Interesting gossip: said I switched around his or her question.
Me:
i am a her
God:
You are a her? Is that your job?
Me:
-_-
God:
Anyone who knows HTML can learn AIML.
Me:
STOP
God:
Stop what?

period.

Oh My Graceee (오후 9:53:49): when you sneeze and youre on your period.. it like squirts out
Oh My Graceee (오후 9:53:49): RIGHT SHALOM?
Tbaggemz (오후 9:53:53): EW
Tbaggemz (오후 9:53:55): EWWWWWWWW
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:53:55): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL\
ugh its andy (오후 9:53:55): I HEARD
Tbaggemz (오후 9:53:56): SHUT UP
ugh its andy (오후 9:53:57): WHEN YOU STAND UP
ugh its andy (오후 9:53:59): IT LIKE COMES OUT
Oh My Graceee (오후 9:54:00): LOLLLLLLLL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:54:01): I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:54:03): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
DDONGSANGxP (오후 9:54:07): GRACE<333333333333333
Tbaggemz (오후 9:54:13): THATS SO DISGUSTING

ew.

"If nosebleeds recur several times during the day, or for several days in succession. This could be a symptom of a serious underlying ailment."
apparently, i have a symptom of a serious underlying ailment. my nose has bleed three times a day for like the past freaking week. such a pain in the butt. and it's usually when im sleeping. and i get lazy. because then, i'd have to go to the bathroom and im too tired and i want to go back to sleep so i just lay in bed...but
"First words of wisdom: "Don't lie down!" Always keep your head elevated and above your heart. Breathe through your mouth."
lololol. im screwed. >_<

DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:21:23): SHOW ME YOUR BLOGGGGGG
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:21:36): -_-
auTumnbebe222 (오후 6:21:46):i have a rule where i cant give the link
auTumnbebe222 (오후 6:21:57): but if you can find it you can read it lol
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:22:04): -_____-
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:22:11): i will set out on my quest
auTumnbebe222 (오후 6:22:28): im pretty sure you will fail just like joe
auTumnbebe222 (오후 6:22:30): haha
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:23:22): if i get older
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:23:24): and get a job
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:23:32): and by then, i still haven't found it
DDONGSANGxP (오후 6:23:40): i will hire secret investigator

im going to find it >:D!

im so lazy these days...
notice how all these posts are about stupid stuff now.
and now, im confused.


[edit]
i think im finally getting somewhere. i think i've finally understood the importance of worship. or praise. or w/e the heck it's called.
yay(:

mater and pater.

my parent's are so weird these days. my dad in particular. >___< last night, on the way to texas roadhouse... ehehe. LOL. i was asking my dad about our family history because I need to make a family tree for biology about genetics and the passing down of traits and whatnot -_-;; and so he was getting all excited and he was talking about how like a thousand years or so ago, like, our ancestors were like kings and stuff. and my mom who was sitting next to him, driving, started laughing. and my dad stopped talking and smacked her in the back of the head LOLLLLLL. (yes. my dad does this a lot. it's actually really annoying) and my mom got mad at him and was like SAY SORRY. and my dad was like, i don't have to say sorry, i could be a king right now. >___< my dad is retarded LOL. :D.

and then just like 20 minutes ago during dinner, we were talking about snow pants for when i go snowboarding:
dad: don't buy her an expensive one. buy her a crappy one. she's not done growing.
me: ... i grew 3/4 of an inch in the last three years...
mom: there are no crappy cheap ones. winter's almost over.
dad: go to walmart.
mom: there aren't any winter clothes.
dad: what? people who shop at walmart don't go snowboarding?

okay. this isn't funny now that i type this up. -_-;;. nvm. lol im retarded.

the north face

I'm looking for snow pants >_< i can't find any my size/color. blah.

LOL what the...

Women's Venture Pant by The North Face Features: Seam-sealed, breathable rain pant. Standard fit Waterproof, breathable, seam sealed Elastic waist with drawstring Two hand pockets Pant stows in hand pocket Inseam: R Avg Weight: 270 g (9.5 oz) Fabric: 40D 92 g/m2 (2.7 oz/yd2) nylon ripstop HyVent DT 2.5L This product can only be shipped within the United States. Please don't hate us.

maybe it's just me who finds this funny.
>_<;;

"When I don't Desire God" -piper

Some are honest enough to say, "I don't know if i have ever tasted this kind of desire. Christianity was never presented to me like this. I never knew that the desire for God and delight in God were crucial. I was always told that feelings didn't matter. Now i am finding evidence all over the bible that that the pursuit of joy in God, and the awakening of all kinds of spiritual affections, are part of the essence of the newborn christian heart. This discovery excites me and frightens me. I want this. but I fear I don't have it. In fact, as far as I can see, it is outside my power to obtain. How do you get a desire that you don't have and you can't create? Or how do you turn the spark into a flame so that you can be sure it is pure fire?