blurbs.

gah. time is too fast.
i hate school.
ew. exam week.
ew.
i feel like im lagging compared to everyone else.
im like my stupid computer. -_-;;
to skip senior year or not to skip... that is the question.
class of 2012? or 2011? time time time.
no more qts.
whenever i learn something, i learn to a certain point and then i start learning something else and then i get distracted and then it becomes a cycle.
i can never learn just ONE thing well... i learn millions of things and im not good at any of them.
lost phone...again...
lock-in fri/sat.
TIMEEE. ew.
my mom's severely ticked off at me.
and i'm ticked off at my math teacher.
need new teacher...
need new mom.. LOL jk (:
but everything i do, it seems like it makes her angry. and then i concentrate REAL hard on not doing the previous thing that made her tick and then i don't realize that im doing another thing. i can't multitask. and they aren't even that big of a deal.... i lost my phone. i'll find it. im not the kind of person that would lose something like that. it's prolly at church. and then... i left my socks downstairs. don't scream, just tell me and i'll go get them... i don't drink my tea. well it doesn't really help when sometimes you give them to me at like 4pm. how am i suppose to chug that huge thing? i won't be able to sleep, i'll have to go pee every five minutes... going to calvary. "put your priorities in order" i get good grades don't i? it's not like im getting f's and then i want to go. i want to go because i know i can handle it... me being suckish at drums. -_____-;; im not that kind of person who can learn my reading a book or by myself. i need to hear something, be taught, or watch something. im not like my friggen genius brother.
stupidstupidstupid.
and then you went and died on me.
everybody died on me.
i hate retreat cycle.
ew.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
laglaglag.
shalom fail biology and lit exam tomorrow.
failfailfail.
i hate biology. i listen and then i understand. and then i leave class and then i forget everything. safoishdfoiasdjf.
lacking funds.
ew.
i wish i could freeze time, do everything im supposed to do and then press play.
GAH. stupid me. im so bad at apologetics. i'll read something and then when it comes time for me to actually put what i've learned to use, i can't explain. i can't put into words what i believe. lawyer? are you kidding me? GAH and then she's like, "if you keep living your life like you do now, the only thing you're going to be able to do is work at mcdonalds" BAHHHH.
my belly is increasing as we speak.
ddongbeh. stupidstupidstupid.
i'm so freaking tired of everything.
of myself.
one month till birthday.
i can't wait for december.
fourteen school days in november.
bible...
AHHH.
obama? mccain?
o_0
abc's pushing daises.
this is too long. i stop now.
but mannnn. im so fustrated and annoyed and clueless.
graduate early? but then what would i do?
that's for people with plans.
and that, i do not have.
... and still, im stuck on the lack of christian friends thing.
stupid church.
stupid delaware.
stupid me.
this whole post is so ridiculous. i would delete it but then that means i just spent like 10 minutes on nothing. -_-;;