update;021809

i like semi-colons but idk how to use them. >_<

so i haven't gone to school yesterday or today... but i'll probably be well enough to go tomorrow. and even if i'm not, i know my mom will force be because i have a ton of makeup work to do. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS? now teachers expect you to email them work. WHY CAN'T I BE SICK IN PEACE? >_______<. stupid school. blah. i just literally slept. i bet i grew. :D. i still feel like crap. my nose is stuffed so i can't really do my temp. right 'cause i can't breathe. i got my mom sick too. that's not good. i love my mommy :).
ughhhh. my head is so... and i don't mean it's like hurting or anything. well, it is. but i mean, the moments in between my naps. while i was trying to go to sleep. i kept thinking things. blah. im such a screwed up person. like for real. you guys have no idea D:. i would write more but i feel like crap. i need to shower then sleep. i have school work i need to do that's due tomorrow... technically, it was due today. -_-. but im not going to do it. ugh. my grades are dropping so fast. i can't remember the last time i actually prayed.
"As I grow in Christ, the things that used to effect me in such a massive way just don't do it for me anymore. Sometime's smaller things can make me feel so much closer to God, and other times, not at all... I feel like all the time I'm scrambling, I'm fighting an uphill battle."
ugh. it's like the things i used to do don't satisfy me spiritually anymore. fsodigfjsiodjfsdfia. i hate this. why can't i be like i was before. >_<.
blah. gnight. x_x