only God. (:

Lately i find myself so angry... and I know that before, i said that everything was annoying me but this isn't the same. Stress from school-related activities probably has to do a lot with it but i just kind of blew up. x_x. I used to be really "to my self" when it came to more personal experiences and thoughts. I didn't ever open up. and then within this past year, I've changed so much. I talk to anyone who's willing to listen. I've become so trusting. and I now know, that that's taking it a bit too far. I've remembered why I shut myself away in the past. I shouldn't be so dependent on others and I shouldn't be so needy of attention. People will only fail you... gosh. i need to find a middle ground where i'm not telling the whole world everything, where im not so needy and dependent and i'm not like, 'anti-social' and locked up. -_-. im a mess.
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on a lighter, different note, it's friday! three day weekend! yah yah yah! :D. makes me so happy. i've been so freaking busy this whole week. i hate school. RAHHH. i didn't get to do any bible reading... canceled bs...i didn't pray for x amount of days in a row... my room is so messy... and my grades just BARELY made it. except for keyboarding... idk what i have in that class. x_x.

in biology we are now moving onto genetic engineering. apparently, we're going to have a debate about it soon. so i did some research. (christiananswers.net. AHAHAHA. good job, luke. i remembered it! :D). what do you guys think about cloning? im against HUMAN cloning... but isn't it kind of like that thing that they do when rich women can't have babies? like, they can pick and choose what their child will be like and insert it into the egg thingy or whatever? i mean, of course, except for the CLONE part of it. (-_-;;) which is like 95% of it. but still. isn't that basically the same thing? or is it not... o_0. what do you think? and defend your position!