"at least he doesn't ask for naked pictures"
it's a bit depressing. is that where our standard are these days? if he doesn't ask for sex or whatever else... does that make him a good guy? does that make someone 'datable'? it's so frustrating sometimes when you can't express to others what you feel, what you think and not being able to show them why... this is so insane. it reminds me of what what that one chinese speaker said... i forget his name. ><;; but is it that i'm so holy or is it that everyone else isn't so it makes me look better? ... that wasn't even close to what he said lol. but i mean, just because every other guy act this way, except this one. doesn't make him acceptable... idk. does that even make sense? i don't even know what im saying. it's just... is that our standard? it's so incredibly sad. >___<;; i wish i could show you. but i can't. i wish you would understand. but you don't...
making the first move. letting your gaurd down. going out of your comfort zone. confrontation. aaaaaaack.
and on a completely different topic, my newest question(: =
do newborn babies go to heaven or hell?
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hehe wow i had a hard time understanding that stream-of-consciousness post hehe... i think i understand tho. Its hard to confront people about things, especially when you don't feel like you have the words that you need right?
I'm kind of the opposite way. I try to argue with people with so many words because a lot of times i care more about making a point and proving myself right than really helping that person. does that make sense? that means that even if I completely get across the point that I make, they still won't respond or change because it's not my words that change them, its ultimately God, right?
Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't change people (its actually pretty awesome that we can't, since then we can leave it all up to God). This means that the only thing that we CAN do is pray for them and encourage them. Reaching out to people and talking to them is HARD, especially when we don't see results, but we're called to encourage, love, build up one another either way. God will do what He does in His time.
i can't wait to see you at bridge :D stay strong sis
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