i drove my first car today! funfuffun (: & i didn't kill anyone or hit anything. went up to 15 mph LOLLLLLL. i even parked the car :D.
i changed my mind. nobody changed. in fact, i think we all got worse... i'd leave in a heartbeat. :o
"stepping out of your comfort zone"... i'm really bad at that.
i can't pray out loud in front of anybody... and i get really nervous when i talk about important stuff too. and i know everyone does that... but... it's like i'm afraid of being proved wrong or something...?
BRIDGE08 (:
LOL. my friend slept over and my mom didn't want it to smell like korean people so she put some candles on and then the smoke detectors went off and they wouldn't shut up for like five hours and even now, they make a beep every once in awhile. LOLLLLLLLL. the house was so cold 'cause she opened all the windows. o_o. but oh mannnnnn.
yay!
ruth, 1/2 samuel, 1/2 chronicles, ezra, nehemiah, esther, ecclesiastes, lamentations, daniel, jeremiah, isaiah, hoseas, joel, haggai. and then: acts, james, 1/2 peter, 1/2/3 john, jude. (list of books i want to read or ones that i feel like i should read) some of them, i've already read... i finished ecclesiastes about two weeks ago... it started out really interesting and then it started getting kind of boring. >.<>_<;; lol. but anyways... there's so many things i'd rather just keep to myself that nobody really knows. ughhhhhh. i still haven't gotten over the whole "lacking of someone to hold me accountable" thing. i still don't have anyone i can truly talk to (in person). asfnadjfnal. it's soooooo frustrating sometimes... i wish others would open up first. i'd be so much easier :D. lol but even those people that i've already opened up to, i wish they would do the same. ><;;
LOLL. my brother sent to me: click!
YESSS. i won RISK for the first time ever. WORLD DOMINATION!!
hmm... i think it was the FIRST TIME EVER that i beat my brother in something. :D
1 comment:
:D i understand how you feel. Wanting to have people reach out to you when its hard to take the initiative. I felt like that a lot this semester especially. As the reality of graduating and leaving school and home kicked in, I started really wanting friends who would be there for me. I relied so much on friends instead of God, but then knowing that they weren't enough for the kind of fulfillment I needed, I kinda pulled myself away from them. Even when I wanted to have that accountability and friendship I became anti-social and didn't spent time with them. Then i got all angry about how they never reach out to me... silly huh? :D
I decided I should be less focused on getting accountability from people, but getting it from God. And at the same time, i realized that i did have people who deeply loved me and cared about me, i just needed to take the initiative.
ps let met know when you're driving in MD so i can stay inside... ;)
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