countdown: 22 days!

so here's another post full of my very own, original rants and ramblings. :).

i've been thinking... maybe i need to make a new blog. like a private one like some of you do. it would be nice to rant and rant endlessly without worrying about who reads it. hmm... i shall do that this weekend.

today was the very last soccer game of the season. we won 7-0. which makes our season's record: 11 wins, 1 tie, 0 losses. MUAHAHA. -_-. but w/e. im SO glad it's over. :D. it only means that the end of school is that much closer, which i am all too excited for. :).

i've becoming wayyyyyy too sensitive these days... or maybe it's just that i'm too stressed out and they way i am, i just kind of pile things on top of each other and so whenever someone bothers me in the slightest way, i just start crying. >_<. not to excited about that... so when you talk to me, be sure to be extra nice, even if it's just temporary. :D. -_-.

so, i told angi about this before. in our hour long conversation. lolol <3. :D. but like... the story in the bible about the guy giving three people talents... or something... don't remember exactly. maybe the guy was Jesus? idk. okay. so i know that this isn't what the story meant but for some reason, i kind of unexpectedly thought of something different. like, instead of talents, people. i say i'm so unhappy with where i am now that it's become like some sort of default that i go into. "i hate this place." "delaware sucks" "i want korean people" blah blah blah. but now, i don't really make any effort into being social or anything. i just sit there doing my own thing... and that doesn't really helping my situation any better. sitting there complaining will only make me angrier and more unhappy by reminding me more about how unhappy i am. and if i'm not making the best out of my current situation, why should God take me out and put me in a better place where i would be happier if i'm not doing anything to change the things now? idk. i know that's completely different than what the parable was supposed to mean but that's what i thought of -_-. but now that i've dug myself into this rut, it's kind of hard to get out. it's hard to suddenly change yourself when others expect something completely different out of you. i realized that a lot during soccer. lol during the time i was "anti-social," and i just sat there, i was like observing people. lol. a bit stalkerish. -_-. people are weird, including me.

i have freaking 89% in history D:!

don't worry angi, i didn't forget about your blog post. i'm working on it. :).

ahhhhhhhhhh. texting is so convenient. :). but i've become like those girls that text everywhere they go. the kind of person that annoyed me so much before. -_-. it's not my fault i text really slow. -________-. but in this past week, i've almost ran into so many things. i almost ran into a golf cart and a brick wall today. -__-.

i'm too paranoid. D:

GO BACK TO UVA! RAHRAHRAH!!!!!!. ugh. pain in the buttttttttttttttt.

i've neglected my bible/God for about two weeks now. T_T. once you stop, it's hard to start up again. >_<

i wanttttttttttttt: http://www.google.com/search?q=sugar+glider&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a
sugar bear! :D. gimmegimmegimme...