shalom, ungrounded. (:

yayyyy. this makes me very happy. ompij. so many things... o_o;; AHHHHH. lol joe, i'll tell you when you get on aim later. ahhhhhhhhhhh.
k. so every beginning of the year, we have the very first bible study at our house... the WHOLE church comes and then afterwards, they play yootnohree. -_-;;. i spent three hours last night cleaning my room and then in a matter of hours it's going to get so messy... so today is the sunday they come over and so far, there are only guys over (kid-wise). WHY ARE GUYS SUCH BYUNTAES? and so annoying as well... last year they came over, they broke my closet door so i have mismatching doors. -_-;; and so far, they have sprayed perfume and stuff all over my room. then... they took over the computer... and then they took one of those sticky hands and made a big mark on my ceiling... and then they tried to go in my closet and open up my drawers which contained my bras and underwear... WTFREAK. i had to bribe them out with chocopies... one of them still has my brush... -________-;; SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!

hm... so spiritually...
i've been doing dandy :D.
me and two other kids in church are having like, this contest to see who can read the gospels+acts the fastest. but the contest is a side thing. i just really want to read the whole bible and UNDERSTAND most of what i'm reading. so far, im in last place... -_____-;; LOL but that's because i started later. im only a few chapters behind. im currently in Luke chapter 4. AREN'T YOU PROUD? ;D.
Lately, I've been asking God to kind of wake me up. Like how I've become so numb, I want to be like blown away by Him. you know? All these things, I've heard and read about for the past fourt... fifteen years. I'm so used to it all.
a friend of mine gave me a book called "the two doors of heaven" she also gave me "tuesdays with morrie" and "the five people you will meet in heaven" to borrow. apparently, 'the two doors of heaven' is a christian book. personally, i thought it wasn't written that well but there was one part that was interesting. And God answered my request. MUAHAHA. lol (:
"Then my ear was pierced by a scream from beside me. It was Jesus, crying out to God his Father. He was screaming his words to God-'Why have you forsaken me?' And in my soul I knew the answer. When his Father looked down at Jesus, he was seeing me. He was seeing my guilt- all out guilt- and he was crushing Jesus for it and deserting him there, leaving him all alone."
blahhhhh. i was just blah. lol. maybe it's just me. but that kind of offered a new look on things. not only did Jesus die for me, he died because of me... it's so simple but that kind of woke me up...

Luke 2:36... what? i thought women weren't allowed to have authority and whatnot. or does that not include prophets? whatttt? LOL. im so confused. >_<;;
... ompij.
the guys just came in, ate my mints, and then rearranged my stuffed animals to make it look like the rat was humping the panda... HAWON, WHYD YOU LET THEM LEAVE?! -_-;; oh Lordy...
... I'm so hungry... D:
EVERYONE, GET ONLINE, NOWWWW.
i havent talked to you guys in forever. D:
yay. now the girls are here. (:
LOL.